I miss being 13 and going through puberty, it was just me and My mom, she was gone alot working or out with friends, She would leave early on a Sunday morning and go hang out with her friends, Id wake up after she left had the morning hardon, having to pee, plus I slept naked, I walked out to the front fully naked except id have my sandals on take leak out in the front yard completely n***, we had a new trailer mom bought us and we was on her dads land after they passed away, so lots of privacy, After I peed in the yard I would walk down a long dirt road and get the mail from the mailbox across the paved road from our long dirt driveway, id spend most of the days Naked and masterbating.
Sister Marie told Carm that their meeting was about “oh, just something,” implying that there was no significant or serious matter to discuss.
Sister Marie intended to question Carm about the intimate details of her father’s death.
Sister Marie Howorth knew that this was a serious and sensitive subject, not a trivial matter.
Sister Marie Howorth deliberately described the meeting as insignificant to prevent Carm from anticipating the true nature of the conversation.
Therefore, Sister Marie Howorth lied to Carm about the purpose of their meeting.
I cant f*** you or marry you but I can sure as hell make sure that you never get to fully enjoy his company or your dream life without my shadow lurking over you and causing you headaches 24/7. You know you could just give in, dump him, give up...
I don’t remember the last time I felt truly happy.
Do you know how much I hated working overnight at the airport? Without this b*******, I would’ve killed myself from the boredom.
Tho not like the 4 suicides in my work orbit over almost two years, including the TSA who jumped off a Hyatt balcony in the atrium to his...
I am currently going through a friendship breakup…
And you all are completely insane on this website, for real, get some help, I am worried about you all’s mental health… And even if you’re crazy, don’t harm anyone please.
i think im falling for my straight friend ….i hardly talked to her before on texts and today we talked in the breakout room cor the first time. i hae known her now for a month maybe. but f*** this is hard to deal with .
If I ever decide to kill myself, no one would care anyway.
Food will kill me by the time I’m 40
Long story short someone I love overstepped a boundary with my other friend and didnt realise until way too late and all signs point to me dropping them but they literally saved my life (self die prevention) and I dont think I’d make it if I lost them after all...
I wish I could feel happy again. I wish people understood how I feel and not push it aside as a “phase”. I wish my mother would understand my feelings and not yell at me for being my true self. I wish I could tell people my inner thoughts without...
I’m so tired. I feel like I’ve been broken so long that I can’t even remember what “normal” was. I kept acting in ways to get people to smile. To laugh.
I’m 24 right now and… Well f*** I don’t know. My parents are dead now so there is that....
2 purple nails on feet . He tortured me again. Ripping nails off
My body is getting weaker each day. I thought I was just being ridiculous but it turns out I’m exhausted all the time. I may have undiagnosed depression or anything related, but I will never truly know. All I know is that life is getting harder to live and I’m...
I’ve been friends with my current best friends for years now, and it’s just painful to see that I no longer belong to their group. We still like each other and we appreciate to spend time together but my friends and I don’t share the same values, so I just...
what a sad cycle it must be. hidden secrets. the panic i feel, it’s starting again. twerk my as*, get the money, buy the stuff, numb myself from the pain and secrets i keep from the people i love. rinse, repeat. rinse. repeat.
i just want to be with you. i want to see you happy, i want to see you grow. but what if you grow and realize i am not growing with you. i’m nothing but a wilted plant, in an enviorment that nothing is meant to grow in.
I binged last night and I’d usually starve myself for 2-3 days afterwards to make up for it but I can’t because I’m at my parents house and now I’m all itchy and gross and anxious because I have to eat like a normal person :))))))
Take this obsession away from me.
Tony, you are one of many who hear my sad words, happy words, and my thoughts. I talk to you even though only you can see you. I imaging you there listening to my thoughts. Well, this is my last thought for now. I have everything. I nice phone, good-ish...
Why do some people keep complaining about COVID even after more than a year has passed? I know people are still dying from it and that’s obviously terrible, but literally nothing comes from wasting hot air saying dumb things like “F*** this s***** f****** situation” every time it gets brought...
I have a (long distance) friends with benefits situation going on. Hes said he would date me after i visit him. We’re both set on eachother. I adore him with all of my heart. And he has a crush on this streamer, which ya know everyone has celeb crushes. But...
Things will never get better. We should kill ourselves now before things get worse.
There’s a lot of pain inside my mind and heart, due to the psychological abuse I experience growing up. For the past two decades of my life, I distracted myself from the pain that exist within me because I thought doing so would make the pain go away. But...
I’m writing the note instead of doing my school work, since grades aren’t going to matter soon anyways. I’m sorry to everyone I’m going to hurt by doing this. This is a selfish act, I know. I’m going to die alone, just as I lived. I’m sorry I wasn’t strong...
I’ve been together with my boyfriend for a while. He is sweet, passionate and loves me very much. He is what I always dreamed about in a guy. But for some reason, I don’t really love him and I hate myself for that.
I hate living in this world. It’s incredibly difficult trying to live while knowing that we’re ruled by an incredibly tiny minority of billionaire pedophiles that are trying to control every aspect of our daily lives. We as people cannot have healthy discourse online thanks to trannies and their army...
unrequited love s**** a**, especially if the person you like is in your friendgroup. They like you but they dont like you in the way you like them, it s****. Plus with the rampant transphobia i’ve been going through with my family it s**** even more to feel like you...
I cannot carry on like this.
I am 31 years old – my life keeps mving erratic, from A to Z, from 1 to 100. I keep moving around and changing places.
I cannot hold to a job. I cannot be normal. I cannot enjoy things.
My father raped me...
I wish I can say this in front of you without ruining our friendship if it goes all wrong. I.. love you. I cannot lie, the fact that I felt an electric from the moment I finally laid my eyes properly on you, to look at you properly as a...
I don’t care if you’re so irresponsible that you don’t save up enough in the next two months. You’re going whether you’ve gotten your s*** together or not. It used to be just me, but now we’re both sick of you. October can’t come soon enough.
Yes, yes! Let’s talk about the exact thing I said not to talk about because it brings bad memories and bad moods! Smart move, you stupid m***********. I even told it in your face yet you do this! Absolutely foolish. Hilarious.
I surrender. Goodbye Siren. This pain that makes me so casually cruel will destroy me if I linger any longer. I’ve stopped functioning on a basic level. I don’t know why I still care so intensely after so long. I guess everyone has that one person that makes them crazy...
So many undeserving people have all the goddamn happiness in the f****** world. I dont get it…while so many good people suffer.
There’s this guy that just like to hit me up for s**. And I stupidly agree most of the time thinking it won’t be more than a hello and goodbye encounter. It’s never a hello and goodbye, no matter how much I pep-talk myself before hand. Well get this I’m...
I have news for you, you dried up old meat puppet: I’m nothing like you. I never will be. You are not indoctrinating me with your hateful b*******, try as you might. You cannot and will not ever control my mind. I am my own person. I’ll just nod and...
i want to study and my mind is diverting towards bad things like lust and yesterday i didnt did anything on video call with guy best friend, still my mother and father suspects me that i have two faces, one innocent and second bad. i didnt do anything, i swear....
I don’t understand how my boyfriend is s******* attracted to me. I’m not really pretty and I’m actually fat. Not skinny-girl-fishing-for-attention fat. Emotionally I give him all the love, understanding, compassion, patience, adoration, etc. that I can muster. It’s not to make up for my appearance.. I just really love...
I had been separated from my family for years. I finally got them back again after eleven years, I met my aunts boyfriend she’s known since high school. My aunt got drunk one night and was knocked out from all the alcohol, her boyfriend pushed me into the bathroom and...
I changed myself and my personality for others. Every day I get more insecure. I don’t know myself anymore. I was so happy and carefree back then.
I merely play the role you cast me on, YOU are the director AMD screenwriter, only you can make changes to the script. If you don’t want me to be a monster, them recast me. It’s all on you. I just react without thinking.
My uncle had me give him my pee i’m a filler