i give up. ill never be happy…

My boyfriend was too tired to have s** last night and I’m so anxious. S** calms me down. I tried flicking the bean, managed 4 times and I’m still not okay. I need him and I won’t see him until the weekend.

I hate my family.
I hate myself.
i hate that I have to live in this world.

I have a girlfriend. Sheis sweet kind funny i love her in general.. She loves me a lot too… Sometimes i wonder if my heart stopped loving her. Idk the feelings that i had in the beginning is gone-ish. But then we fought recently… Haven’t talked to her for 2...

I don’t think that my boyfriend had OCD, but he sure does think that I’m a filthy pig. It hurts because there is a this double standard to what he can do versus what I can do. He also doesn’t care about me beyond buying dinner. He cleans the house...

I don’t deserve to be alive.

I replaced my Heroine addiction 10 years ago with p**********. I’ve desensitized myself from that to the point where 8-12 yo girls how now officially turned me on.
It’s fucked. I never thought I would EVER even CONSIDER at any facet to sink to the lowest thing you can...

Badly frustrated…and time IS running out..

F*** you Mr. Sorensen for all the underage girls you’ve been creeping on in the locker room I hope you get into a horrid accident and have to live with the pain forever. If the school won’t fire you I’ll make you pay for what you’ve done.

im tired of the pain

i’m becoming more like my mom and i hate that.

I can’t stop hurting myself.

I lie to my parents about recovering from my mental illnesses. I cant bear to break their hearts, or hear “I thought you were better” or “You’re acting like your old self” again. I still have daily thoughts of hurting myself. I’ve never stopped believing that I will one day...

All you limp simps couldn’t handle this MANCUNT go back to sucking off grandpas at the hospice losers

– CORVALLUS

I KNOW WHO YOU ARE, AND I SAW WHAT YOU DID.

I bet you didn’t think you’d been caught, but you were. The question is, should I tell, or keep quiet? This would ruin you. It would ruin others, too. You pretend to be one person, but inwardly, we...

Now I just can’t trust any one. Including my family, everytime something happens they are just out to get me and tell me that I am not worth it. I got tired of hearing it long back, but the family thing comes in between. Now I’m just isolated in my...

Last night I went out on a bowling date with a healthy fit young lady that I practically became aroused by her presence that I wanted to have her. At the end of the night I wanted to kiss her but decided to hold off until we go out more....

Riley Martin and Kenneth Keith Kallenbach took me to a spaceship and made me macho for a group of visiting aliens from throughout the cosmos. Biiavians, Dorians, Stygs, Targs, even General Shran was there. I think they are testing our weaknesses and an invasion is coming, and invasion c****** in...

Going through too tough time to survive in the industry… getting scolded by my boss in no time for huge workload every now and then, my only source of income for my family, not an extra minute or extra calories left in me at the end of every day, to...

I have had a Roomate who is very nosy and gets to decide what i should do. I was getting used to it not because I have to bear her drama. Finally after 2 long years i made a move with my friend because she doesn’t want me to be...

How can he call himself a dom? Any time I ask him to do anything remotely dominant (choose my clothes, make rules for me, pet me, stick a finger in me ffs) he outright refuses or does it like a p****. F****** DOMINATE ME GOD DAMNIT

He said that he wanted to buy me flowers but he couldn’t ‘just go special order them and pick them up like he used to for his ex’.. Sometimes I feel so sad when he brings her up. I know that he downgraded when he asked me to be his...

i stayed in an abusive relationship for 10 months and i think to myself, how could i let myself be treated like that? and now, i met someone that i really love, but they dont feel the same about me. im longing to be in love, and everywhere i look,...

me to hun. I have also accomplished nothing. Productivity is in the toilet. I just can’t seem to get the motivation to try anymore. I even gained 10 lbs this month. I feel like s*** to. I hate my life. i hate being sick. i hate being ruined. I feel...

No cure for diabetes , no cure for schizophrenia. How I wish to god there was ! My feet feel dead , numb beyond words ! I sometimes think death is coming

No one would ever understand or know what it is like to skip both meds needed to save your sanity from schizophrenia or medicine for diabetes!. I’m tired of being ill, I just to be healthy now! I really feel on the edge of death !.

I m struggling to control my diabetes , the high blood sugar is affecting my mind , I just feel like I’m better off alone so my mood won’t cause friction for others ! I m in a nasty irritable mood . I struggled with schizophrenia to! Please pray for...

Scottsdale Nights….

A few years ago, my fiance and I lived and worked in Scottsdale Arizona right by the huge mall. She was going to school to be a nurse and worked bottle service at night in Oldtown Scottsdale. I was a lead accountant at one of the local banks....

i just want to be loved, please oh god please i cant be alone anymore, everyone likes me but no one loves me 🙁

😕😟🙁☹😮😯😲😳🥺😦😧😨😰😥😢😭😱😖😣😞😓😩😫🥱😤😡😠🤬😈👿💀☠ In Pain

I want to be alone but if I’m alone I’m sad, I want to stay in my room but if I stay in longer I feel lonely. I really want to kms but I don’t want to because what if I regret it… I cant feel happy and I’m so...

My brother called me fat and i almost cried right then and there.

Tonight during a dang old b****** my wife stuck her index finger up my p******** and I nearly shot a shotgun blast of s**** through the roof. After I felt like one of them ding dang old queers on this site and felt so ashamed I could cry.

I hate my stalker and he is reading this. I hope you die, I hope you pay, You are a disgusting narcissist and I will never look your way again, not the same way. I hope you realize you damaged me and my trust. I will never trust ANYONE again...

Bad Luck.

okay. you’re only proving how much I mean to you. it’s just play anyway sweetheart. give me back my access ya stalker.

Almost certain all the stress people put me through gave me cancer.

People are f****** crazy stalkers hope they go extinct.

It my boyfriend and i’s 1 year anniversary today, and he didnt seem to care. Why. Sometimes I fear he doesn’t really love me. But rather, he’s just with me because I make him c** and he doesn’t think he could get anyone else to do that. I wish I...

She was done with his a** when he said hed fucked with his stepdaughter. She thoght he loved her becuz she was goin thrugh alot of sfuff and he was there forher. He kep tryin to have sumthin to do with her until she gave in. He acted like a...