He said that he wanted to buy me flowers but he couldn't 'just go special order them and pick them up like he used to for his ex'.. Sometimes I feel so

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He said that he wanted to buy me flowers but he couldn’t ‘just go special order them and pick them up like he used to for his ex’.. Sometimes I feel so sad when he brings her up. I know that he downgraded when he asked me to be his girlfriend. I know that I’m not worth showing off like her but it still stings. In our first year together he didn’t do anything for my birthday, threw some cash in a card for Christmas, forgot Valentine’s Day, and didn’t remember our anniversary either. I did a good job holding back my tears and never got angry/yelled. I just let it go. But I always wonder… if I was prettier would he remember? When he asks how my day was I know he doesn’t intend to listen, he’ll just start talking about what’s on his mind again. Would I be more interesting if I wasn’t so hard to look at?

Give it 3 years. He’ll wake up wanting kids and I’ll be too old. He’ll leave me for someone younger and prettier. He went soft while I was riding him so pretty sure I disgust him any way. I’m a placeholder.

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I miss being 13 and going through puberty, it was just me and My mom, she was gone alot working or out with friends, She would leave early on a Sunday morning and go hang out with her friends, Id wake up after she left had the morning hardon, having to pee, plus I slept naked, I walked out to the front fully naked except id have my sandals on take leak out in the front yard completely n***, we had a new trailer mom bought us and we was on her dads land after they passed away, so lots of privacy, After I peed in the yard I would walk down a long dirt road and get the mail from the mailbox across the paved road from our long dirt driveway, id spend most of the days Naked and masterbating.

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Sister Marie told Carm that their meeting was about “oh, just something,” implying that there was no significant or serious matter to discuss.

Sister Marie intended to question Carm about the intimate details of her father’s death.

Sister Marie Howorth knew that this was a serious and sensitive subject, not a trivial matter.

Sister Marie Howorth deliberately described the meeting as insignificant to prevent Carm from anticipating the true nature of the conversation.

Therefore, Sister Marie Howorth lied to Carm about the purpose of their meeting.