i cant have another week full of pain and suffering.

I’m lost….

I think I’m starting to lost myself
I used to listen to my parents have good grades.
But….

now I usually cry every night,
told my self this isn’t right tried to stop yet here I’ am
crying again.

starting to fail my school...

I try not to miss him even tho he’s dead 😫 I miss my dad even tho he died right years ago 😭💔😢
People tell me that I’m alone and Im started to believe it help support me plz at my YouTube channel
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sometimes i still miss her. her smile. oh, how much i liked her. those brown eyes that shined every moment she sneaked a glance at me, that messy hair which i always loved, the one she always hated. the smiles she gave me which felt special to me and only...

I’ve always had a fear that I’m trapped and I can’t get out. But I just realized I actually am trapped, running away is against the law. Leaving before you’re 18 is against the law. I have to stay with my parents for at least 4 more years before I’m...

I give my bf everything and he hates me. He says he wants more time with me but locks himself away from me any chance he gets. Even when I need him most.

I’m giving up! As much as I wish you’d choose me, it is never gonna happen. I don’t know why I’d ever think you would. I’ll forever be in love with you. I’ll forever wish you would have chosen me.
I’m deleting your number so I can’t text you...

I really need to stop stalking and s******* harassing goth girls, but it’s hard when they never want to f*** me and I don’t even know how to talk to beautiful women without shaking with nervousness. Is it because I don’t have any tattoos or piercings? Is it because I...

Tell me what is wrong with me and I will fix it. I will give up everything and everyone for you. I will change. I will make it up to you. I will become someone you can love. I will make the impossible happen somehow. Just PLEASE don’t die. I...

Mummy and Daddy sent me to conversion therapy but I am still attracted to other boys. I am turning 18 next Friday and want to rent my own apartment and live the way I want to

I love her. I want her with me. Why can’t I have her? Why can’t I be the one that she loves? Is there any parallel universes? If yes I hope at least in one of them I end up being of any significance to her. I want to not...

i’ve been thinking about suicide for the first time in awhile. i can’t tell anyone. i don’t want to hurt anyone.

I know you are lying, every single time, my darling. It will hurt me, it’s gonna kill my heart to leave you. But, darling, you already killed my heart and soul with your lies. You never loved me.
I wish I could die.

my boyfriend told me its pkay if i chose to leave this world, and not to feel guilty or like im leaving him. but it hurts gurts hurts s mych it hurts too mych even if dying is the best option th pain that ill cause him

I dont want to do this anymore. Every chance I get I will use drugs I’m so done with it. But somehow I can’t stop. I feel so fucked up.. Why can’t I just change this habit or beat this addiction. I don’t want to do it!! So from now...

From the moment I saw the boy I wanted to be close to him. Then it eventually evolved s*******. But we never touched inappropriately. I use to have intense feelings towards him until it went away slowly. We still love eachother tho even tho I don’t intern at that gym...

I’m feeling so lonely. 🙁 I have no friends. got no one who understands. No one to reach out. But, I don’t cry anymore. Feels like I have no emotion left in me. How should I vent out? music is the only company I have tonight.

why should i apologize for not meeting the standards YOU’VE set and not mine?

you did this to me

you ruined me

i hate you

i hate you

i hate you

i

i just wanted to be loved. you were supposed to protect me.

you’re supposed to be my dad....

I keep looking at your pictures, tell me why? How did i go back all of that once again? what is wrong with me? I think I might have attachment issues. Like you said, I might be suffocating people in the name of love. I might be a burden. I...

my ex stabbed me first 3 months we were together. then after a year and a half, during her bday trip to lousiana, when I wanted to go to bed because it had been 3am and we just drove 20+ hours, she rushed me with a vodka bottle and beat...

I think I’ve been experiencing small heart attacks for the past month

I want to die. Two ex partners collaborated to this. I’m struggling to come out. Neither deserves straight blame. But I do want to die tomorrow.

Can I sue someone for assault at Cleo’s? A guy who goes by B****** Balls Bryan slammed my cheeks, assneck and ball bag so hard that it’s red and burny now. His balls were crashing into mine like one of those steel stress desk toys. I want to sue him...

I have had friendship troubles and I am in 5 grade and ever since 2nd grade I’ve felt like I could just not be me and I don’t even know who I am I’m also bicrorios and in the closet bout it I don’t want to live like this and...

alright, i’ll be honest for once. i just entered middle school. and, im not used to all the classes, the work, all of it. im just so lost in it. i have so much missing work, all because i understand none of it. i tried all through 5th and 6th...

was it all a lie? why do u have it with someone else? my respect and trust in you has gone down to hell…

No one likes me in school or at home I’m starting to loose hope in life I honestly couldn’t care less if I got hit by a car or die. I want to tell my parents about how I’m feeling depressed but they got mad at me for telling them...

I’ve posted before because I’m struggling and I don’t know who to talk to. It’s getting closer to my boyfriends sisters due date. I would also be due at the same time if I hadn’t had an abortion. Nobody knows but my bf and 2 of my best friends who...

Its time for me to take the end of life rx that the doctor gave me. The nurse is here with me along with my son a few friends. I will be gone in a couple of hours. Taking the med at 6pm Eastern. Goodbye to this world and we...

We agreed to stop talking yesterday night and I am not able to do anything but think about you. What is wrong with me?
I think you were more special to me than what you or I thought. It hurts so much.
Why didn’t you keep your word...

i wont have peace til im in the ground.

i know what to do, but my motivation and will to live wants me to jump off a bridge

i’ve been having breakdowns left and right

i wish i could get help

He might be meeting her material needs, but her s***** needs aren’t being met.

How to end your life without actually ending it?

Like bj or a*** how did you take care of the t*****?

Wish I had the guts to kill myself. Seriously.

Having a crush on a friend, but knowing if they say no it will be awkward for a long time. We are in a lot of friends circles so it hurts even more.

I need a new life…..f***…

Why am I so bad??? && Why is he so good?? 😫 Why won’t anyone ever choose me? What makes me so unworthy?? What did I do to deserve the back burner? When will someone care about me and my feelings?? I’m broken and alone. 💔😔🤣

I think I don’t deserve to live anymore. not because I’m a bad person, but I haven’t planned my life past 20? it’s weird being in college now when all I thought was surviving through another week or another month. I don’t know how to rely on people because I...