im worried that this guy i know is gonna kill me, probably not but the fear is there

What a cruel joke it was: to be born with my mother’s heart and my father’s temper. I will never be truly happy or at peace. I will never be understood. This is not a fairy tale. This is not a movie. This is not a video game. This is...

I feel depression creeping back in. It’s a mixture of the changing weather (I have seasonal affective disorder) and the fact that I live like a zombie..strict schedule to get things done. I’ve always been a dreamer and living like this makes me feel so hollowed out. I have to...

That’s why I was so angry and cruel, so I wouldn’t have to face the crushing weight of the hole in my heart left by her absence. She was never even mine. I’m a fool.

I’ll never stop missing her, will I? A fitting punishment…I’ll just have to learn to live with it.

I somehow think , I’m not in a long term long distance relationship, I’m in a dead end relationship.

I really regret ever getting involved with him . I regret it.

It’s a SIMPLE. F******. PATCH! You F****** MORON! WHY THE F*** DO YOU MAKE EVERYTHING HARDER THAN IT F****** NEEDS TO BE? ALL YOU HAVE TO F****** DO IS ATTACH ONE TINY PIECE OF F****** FABRIC TO A F****** HOLE STOP MAKING IT F****** COMPLICATED I’M GOING TO RIP ALL...

Because of being s******* assaulted I sometimes have nightmares of it happening again, sometimes with the people who did and other times with different people. I’ve had several nightmares of a family friend r***** me even though in real life he didn’t actually do it and now no one understands...

i just want keyler to love me.

I’m scared 😟

I feel like no one cares about how I feel

Im so tired , sometimes I wish I was dead .

I love the feeling of the cockroaches and flies biting my a** and making my skin bleed in bed as they walk over me all the time. its the only affection I get.

princess bea is ugly and so is her man and baby. no I don’t wanna be a friend of yours. with a ugly p*** dad like yours. I’ll wouldn’t want to hold anything of my body against you. but go away.

i was s******* coerced as a child by my own brother. and years later i was s******* coerced by my ex girlfriend. my ex girlfriend also tried to kill herself and sent me a picture of her wrist, and she often sent me photos of her self harm.
the...

I was sick and nobody knows nobody knowssss

I just woke up at 2 pm on a sunday. It is Day 4 of my recovery. I will be better. My record is 3 weeks, but I very rarely make it more than 3 days. If I succeed in abstaining from stalking, harassment, and non-consenting debauchery for 1 month,...

Anniversary is coming . Oct 29th , hell night . Perhaps the truth is I’m a little bit in pain , I honestly hate this time of year , I might be a little bit crazy , but it’s my way of survival and it helps me deal with memories...

I am so lonely and sad. So alone. My heart hurts.

I’m a 22 year old girl, never dated anyone, boys whom I liked never liked me back, I don’t haven anyone whom I can call a friend, people only talk to me if they need something from me, after I help them, they ignore me until they need something again,...

I want someone to truly appreciate me for the first time in my life.

I am a 74 y.o. man and married and I made a mess of my whole life. I could blame ADD or Aspergers but I am not sure I actually had either of them. My whole life I was a liar and a slacker. I was admitted to good schools...

my parents split about two weeks ago. my father phones a woman every night, and last night i heard him on call, bathing. my heart breaks for my mother.

what the f*** am i doing? im not getting anywhere with anyone. it s****. life is goddamn drag these past few yrs. When will things get better? I NEED THEM TO!!

Why am I so f****** useless? Why do I feel so worthless, so f****** weak?
Every thing I do is just a pity f****** attempt at proving I’m better than I’m actually am. Why is it so f****** hard to get a compliment THAT ISN’T A JOKE OR OUT...

wondering if I should report this fraud of this hotel to an international fraud investigation or not. I have tried to communicare with them in 1 weeks and like s*** f****** me around.

I’ve been abused a large portion of my life. Dealing with mental health issues, suffering a lot, and dealing with being abandoned by family members. Anyway a suddenly new and tragic event has somehow occurred randomly again. Well many. I was molested by my father and abandoned by family as...

I f****** hate you, Mike. I hope your wife finds out about your s***** escapades with her daughter. You know what you told me that you did with Allison, you lowlife m***********. I hope she takes every f****** thing you have. I regret ever f****** meeting you. I hate you....

i wish someone was able to love me. ive suffered from severe bpd a lot of my life. i am very aware im a bad person and i wish i could change. i just want someone to love me. im alone in real life, my family has given up and...

dang, i caught my dad cheating with my mom. My mom knows nothing and I can’t teel her because i am afraid for the possible outcome. The mistress knows that my dad has a family. It hurts the s*** out of me knowing i don’t have the strength to even...

Die of a stroke you old b******.

what did i do to deserve this unhappiness, loneliness, cruelty?

I am going to kill myself if things don’t get better soon.

I think my adoptive mother is going to retire after this latest stressor.

its friday. im alone and struggling again..same as last friday.

i still love him. i tell everyone i dont but it pains me so much to see him move on, i was sure he hadn’t yet its so obvious. i just want him, i love him so much.

everytime I see my grandmother on my fathers side she always says that she wants to die that she has no reason left to live and hurts like a b****.

first time i disassociated was at a restaurant, my family was actually happy and was having a good time until i suddenly felt like i was not real and i kept on looking around like i was crazy and i started crying. worst night of my life. i was gonna...

he truamatized me because he was an alcoholic and he was drunk around christmas and new years and he hugged me and I still wasn’t really used to touch I was fresh out of the sticky sock place. Plus he was crying.

Nenade, moje telo i dalje vristi za tvojim, za tvojim dodirom, seksom, mazenjem, ljubljenjem, iako si govno od coveka i posle svega verovatno zelis da me zadavis. Ne znam sta je rezultat mog postupka ali Bog mi je svedok da zasluzujes 10 puta gore. Mrzim sto mi toliko treba da...