When my boyfriend has trouble staying hard it’s related to anxiety/ADHD/depression. I know this and yet I take it personally. If I wasn’t so fat and ugly maybe he could stay hard and finish type of thoughts. But I know he loves me. We have s** probably every day we’re together. He holds me, kisses me, takes care of me, shares with me, talks about moving in together.. he adores me and I truly believe it. And yet Im still self centered enough to think it’s my fault when he’s just upset. I hug him through it, reassure him, and try again when he’s ready so rest assured that I don’t make him feel bad. I just cry a little when I’m alone. This is my self hatred coming through.
