I would’ve given anything to be yours. 🥺

I keep telling myself that feeling guilt for a mistake I made means I’m not a horrible person. That I really wish I hadn’t, that I wish I realized what I was doing instead of just shielding myself due to past trauma.
I keep telling myself should I have...

to the person who thinks whites are jealous of blacks… ahahahahah yea ok.. I want to live in a s*** hole house with cockroaches everywhere.
I want to have 10 babies out of wedlock and collect a check each month.
I want a used Cadillac and some gold...

I feel so alone. I can’t talk to anyone about it because I feel ashamed to have this problem. My husband doesn’t want to hear about it anymore either, so I can’t even confide in the man who’s been my best friend for over a decade. I never thought anything...

F*** i am so f****** empty…

Just feeling numbed the f*** out.

A pain. I’m straight. I have no psychical attraction towards chicks. But this one girl has blown my mind. I’ve fallen so hard for her and I don’t understand why. And I’m almost positive she’s starting to fall out of love for me. I was already suicidal before but this...

I miss you Hank and I am sorry that I was an insufferable b****. Please forgive me

Why are Christians and other Abrahamic religions into i*****?

okay, i dont have balls to post this on our discord server.

i know over-doing things isnt gonna help anything
but here i am a cuck who keep on apologizing
thinking it would be fixed
i really wish i’ve gone other way
but i am not...

Had a very good week last week. Only a matter of time b4 the suicidal thoughts return.

cutting is the only escape I’ve ever truly felt since the fifth grade. I haven’t been fully clean ever since then.

Siren, heres a post i made earlier in case you missed it

I know you probably dont care and youll all laugh at me and tell me to kill myself. I have no one else o talk to about this. Im scared. I’ve been a closeted non binary since I...

Im sorry i was always too scared to tell you the truth Siren. Im sorry i was such a coward. Im sorry i was too blind to see that it wasnt wishful thinking, you really did care. Im sure of it. You felt it, like magnets. The music, the poetry....

There is no point and no meaning in being alive without her ….

I know you probably dont care and youll all laugh at me and tell me to kill myself. I have no one else o talk to about this. Im scared. I’ve been a closeted non binary since I was a child, but I didn’t know until recently. When I was...

I wish my bf would praise and encourage me . he never bashes me , but Hes rarely says anything nice to me. I wish he could be more real and honest . he is sooo damn silent about his true feelings about me. He only admits to loving me...

I’m still fighting my base impulses and demons but I think I’m starting to regain control. Healing is slow and messy and painful but I feel so much lighter. My legs arent shaking and my ocd, depression, and bpd is finally under control. It took losing everything to finally admit...

Severe depression has a grip on me tonight .? If I’m honest? I’m suicidal . I just want to escape the hellish thoughts that dominate within my mind. Escape into death isn’t scary , living life terrifies me .

“”I know you’re listening for something to relate to
I know the feeling like the whole world hates you
I know you wishin’ you could finally have a break through
You thought it was a phase so you pretend you’re in a great mood
I know...

i woke up again feeling awful and hating my life. I hope i can change things soon…because this isnt life.

“I have seen your eyes before
in another life I lived
In innocence
I imagined you could fly close to the stars
Here I am
waiting for the moon to rise
Oh, so far away and so near”

“I break myself to pieces
...

“The higher I get, the farther I fall
Sick of it all, get away get away from you
The higher I go, the higher I want to stay
Away from reality and get away from you

The more that I want, the more that you take away

I had such high hopes for Drag race Canada… But I can’t watch it, the contestants are just too annoying. Especially Gia Metric… What’s wrong with you? Can’t you just just close that mouth of yours, or do you have to have that permanent gaping-mouth look thing you constantly do?...

Ten years ago I was asked my greatest fear. My greatest fear is to die alone. Here we are today, and I am still alone. I’ve been on a few dates. The people I feel a connection with do not feel one with me and those who feel one with...

Women who say, “It takes a community to raise a child” Deserve to have their uterus removed….FORCIBLY. Might as well stitch up their horrid c*** too. …..F***** breeders.

i repressed the memory of being molested when i was a child for so many years. now, as an 18 year, i want nothing more than to die. i want to die because all i feel is disgust. i know it’s not my fault, i know it’s not. but i...

Lola. I loved you and yet I dumped you because I could’not bear the pain of waiting that you do it first.

All the people I like end up with someone I tell them to go for because they like them. One of them flirted with me and I though that maybe, just maybe, there was a chance they would like me, but then they told me who they liked, and I...

Talking to my ex and then saying you don’t remember what he did is low.

You can say you still love me all you want, what good does it do?

I love you too or I wouldn’t reach out to help you. But you slapped my hand.

I...

i really wish he would at least try to last longer in bed and care about my pleasure. it feels like he’s just using me.

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this terrible mocking spirit demoni in my ear here is singing its s*** to me “nobody knows her like I do… nobody nobody nobody likes you. I miss you , I messed you so no body really misses you.

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My anxiety’s been going through the roof today. I was told someone exposed me for a problem we had that I thought was done. I apologized and left after a heartfelt talk that day that I thought meant we ended things in a good way.
But now she’s slandering...

I’m gonna snip this b****’s f****** vocal cords if she doesn’t learn how to shut the f*** up

I’m worried I’m developing an eating disorder. I’ve been under a lot of stress daily for over a year. I lost 40 pounds..even more than I intended. But if I see the scale creep up even a little bit, I restrict and panic. It’s nothing to do with how I...

Dear Juan,
I’m sorry things didn’t work out for us. There was a time when I could envision us spending our lives together and I even thought we were special, meant to be together. You wanted me to be your mistress and I can’t do that to myself. I...

I’m a 22 yr old female, and I’ve given up. I plan to end my life after my mom’s birthday in 2 weeks.
I hope that death will bring me some peace.