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“What you all mean to me
It’s so hard for me to put into words
When you fly away please recall
What I say:
I believe in you and all you’ll do
Don’t sauyay goodbye. Say we’ll meet on the other side.”

(TW: SELF HARM + SUICIDE! IF THESE TOPICS ARE TRIGGERING, PLEASE DO NOT READ!)

Im young, and have been dealing with suicidal thoughts. I cut my arms to the point where they bleed, and nobody knows. Ive told people my past of cutting, but I’ve told all of them that...

just pass the bloody shmang you wanker

what the f*** am I doin. im a f****** failure.

I’ve tried to make them see that I’m not ok. I hate when people ignore me. Unfortunately, even if they don’t want me, people still depend on me. I don’t like that.

I F****** HATE WORD. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY can’t Microsoft make something that isn’t a F****** PIECE OF SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKING HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. F*** YOU WORD F*** F*** F***!!! YOU F*** YOU F*** YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

Sometimes I’m scared to be alone with my own mother for the fear she may not be as happy as she was when people were around

I’m just tired. I’m not really sure what to write, but I figured I might as well throw my feelings into the void. Sometimes I wish I never existed. Then, I feel guilty about wishing that. I feel like an idiot and a coward, and I don’t see how anyone...

I wish you wouldn’t annoy me and make me anxious when I have so much else on my mind. I don’t want to hear about your hot takes. You are so brainwashed. I love when you leave me alone and I don’t even think about you. Whenever you pop up,...

im really tired on having to be blamed for most things. Its always me having to take care of others feelings, others physical wellbeing. Its never people caring about how im doing or how im feeling. Im okay with taking care of others, but it gets exhausting and I break...

I’ve met a few people who have done a lot of good things in the world, but have also been bad people. It’s so confusing how I feel about them. I know a man who teaches and inspires so many people, but away from the audience, he’s a bully. He...

Almost every week for the past few months I can’t help but think about how my family wouldn’t care if I were to kill myself. Specifically my Grandma and my Dad. My grandma told me to kill myself while I was having a breakdown in the bathroom. A few months...

I realized tonight that the girls pretending to be my friends were being predators. That’s why giving my body to them didn’t feel right, and why I’m still glad to this day that I hadn’t. That was a really bad situation and I let it hurt me for way too...

Nofap november 12 days in. My urges are through the roof and my will power grows weaker by each passing day. Its times like these that its important to remember why you started in the first place.

I had a weird thought the other day. I thought it would be...

I feel so lonely. I have a lot of friends but I always feel the need to mentally distance myself from them due to past trauma from my family.

It hurts because I want nothing more than to be shown affection, and yet I’m too terrified to allow anyone...

i studied in boarding school since 13. so, it can be said that i love y friends more than my families. but these days, idk why i felt so lonely. it’s like, people are leaving me one by one. i don’t feel appreciated anymore. & worse they seek me only...

In many years they may forget
This love of ours or that we met
They may not know how much you meant to me.

really angry I have no sound on your platform and its like my talking diary is my only friend during hard times. I pay for this membership and now no sounds. checking to see if its been hacked. I am already in the red in bank account for the some...

Feel like cutting my vein right now.

I had a plan to take my life at the age of 18 and i didnt do it…..and i dont know what the f*** to do now, im in a lot of pain and nobody knows anything

You know, I feel like Charlie Gordon in Flowers of Algernon Siren. When my illnesses are all treated and in remission like this, it’s like I get to see what my life would
be like if I wasn’t born defective. I get to see myself for what I am....

I am sorry for drinking last nignt and for cursing and being mean today Lord. I almost looked at pkr but you stopped me. I feel so broken down today. I am in debt and it seems like i will always be poor. Please help me God. Please heal my...

I’m sorry to the guy who came into my life at a weird and hard time. You were absolutely amazing and a phenomenal friend. I should’ve never let it continue on as long as it did. I’m positive you were my soulmate and I let you get away. I hope...

Wish I had the guts to kill myself.

trying to break the cycle but its a losing battle.

I’m in a committed relationship but we don’t have s**. I’ll be honest it really s**** and I can’t stop thinking about being dommed by a hot m*** or me domming a younger man. Not sure how much longer I can last in the relationship…

Insomnia again. Cue the suicidal thoughts.

tik tok and reels made ppl feel like we care to try every nasty thing they eat.

Like mother like daughter. F****** b****.

A whole day with no text from you or seeing your handsome face. I keep hoping something will change for you and you’ll come to me. All I want is to love you. I want to spend my life making you happy. You’re my person. I’m sorry I’m not yours....

I don’t know if I just ruined one of my friendships with someone I’ve known for a while. I’m so upset.

Wish I had the guts to kill myself.

there really are some b**** b****** men who should die and they just spread mental illness and disorder and cruel young peoples lives. so you are crippled with shame and set up to be criminalised to keep the joker in a job and justify their weak so called theories and...

Just lying in bed all day wondering how to harm myself & end it all.

I havent talked to you all day . hope you are ok .

My ex husband is dying. I don’t regret the divorce. I was suffocating. But I do feel bad about the pain we caused each other and our child. And now that he is dying, the pain his loss will cause our child weighs on me.

Yeah ill just leave you alone, sorry. I should really learn when to stop talking. I’ve got a lot to learn And unlearn. May my actions speak louder than my words. I haven’t felt like this since I was a teenager. It makes me so happy I keep crying. I...

i spent my whole life with awful people. fakes. people that arent genuine. that dont care for me or love me. to the people that have something real with others, youre very lucky. ill never have that.

Ive got a big c*** but im still a virgin. Just dont know how to approach women without seeming weird. Maybe it’s for the best.