“Regret sits heavy in your chest
Until sometimes it gets so hard to breathe
Sometimes it just won’t go away
And you start to feel it’ll never leave
And when you think back on those times
It seems so close, just beyond your reach
...

Even if im delusional, you couldve cleared things up with me like an adult at any point instead of observing me like a zoo animal Siren. Don’t act like Your hands are clean you yellow-bellied heartless b****.

If you didnt love me anymore, you shouldve kept tge fact you ever loved me at all to yourself Siren. I dont know what you were expecting telling me that and then telling me we have no future. I lost you before i even had you. But i couldve had...

When I had been married for about 6 months I was raped by 2 men. I did not expect that since I was a guy. I was raped in the a** with a very large c*** and my mouth was also raped and he made me keep his c** in...

All this goddamn drama is going to f****** kill me. MARK MY WORDS.

I dont see the point of going on

I have a boyfriend, but I’m not even gay. Old gay men are the only people who’ve ever had any interest in me. I’m deformed and only 5’3. Women always treated me like s***. Never had a date after 41 years of trying. All I ever got was insults, snide...

You are….were… my last hope…the chips were down and i bet it all on you and I still lost. No one will care. Everyone hates me now.

I am alone. I don’t like being alone. Loneliness to me is a curse and it’s this curse I have tried to break for many years. I don’t ever want to be alone again and will do everything to achieve it.

As always, I’m thinking about killing myself.

One step away from falling .

Why do narcissist cheat so much. My friend and I both have had issues with one. They Gaslight the s*** out of everyone around them and don’t care who gets hurt. When you see red flags run!! Wish I had

I had to learn the hard way about being involved in an affair with a narcissist. It took years to get over the damage, and now he’s doing it to his wife yet again. This time though I feel really bad for her, like so bad that despite our previous...

HHJBGNGNGFHHHTRRRRR WHY IS GETTING CLOSE TO HIM SUCH A HARD THING TO DOOO AHAHAHHTTHHRHREERRRRTHHHHGGGGGFUCK

I helped my best friend get a boyfriend. Considering her boyfriend is one of my friends, I was more than willing to set them up. From giving love advice when I’ve never been in a relationship to helping one figure out what the other likes, it was really easy to...

Only a matter of time before the suicidal thoughts return.

i’m in love with the idea of men that will never have any idea i exist. and i can’t do anything to change it.

My ex abused me mentally physically and s******* for 3 years and no one will ever know. He got me so attached to him and broke me so bad that even know that I’m free I miss him everyday.

I don’t care how complicated it gets, I’ll do anything to make it work with you. But I cant go on knowing that you slipped through my hands while I was sneering and posturing. This is too much angst for me to shoulder alone.

All I want is you. All I need is you. Why can’t we start over? I could spend the rest of my life making it up to you. Tell me what I have to do. Ill change, ill get a job, I’ll write you a book. You’re the one who...

Don’t cry for me, I’m already dead

“There’s a bird on a wire
Singin’ songs about you
When I look away
And I can’t say
I don’t think about it
When I see your face in a puddle
On a street in the city
It’s makin’ me insane
Going...

though I still draw breath, make no mistake
my will to live is shattered like a mirror
I am dead, no one to blame but myself
incapable of mending this wound
awaiting the sweet embrace of the grave
Please God, haven’t I waited long enough?...

Somebody S*** me!
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…you loved me?

If you’re SO SURE that you’re never coming back Siren, then why the f*** haven’t you gone away and left me to die? I can’t handle this purgatory any longer, just choose, Heaven or Hell, where will you send me? The only difference between the two for you is who...

Maybe we were never meant o be together. Maybe we were just supposed to open each other’s eyes. But… I still want you…

How long do i have to stay alive? This isnt fun anymore. It was never fufilling. No one loves me. Cares about my true self. Helps me. This is no kind of future for anyone.

This comment really hit close to home: “There’s plenty of ugly girls. Go s******* harass THEM with your disgusting existence.” So basically, an ugly man’s mere existence is “s***** harassment”? What’s downright scary is, there are women out there who really actually think like that, and they can ruin your...

Most of my life has been robbed from me.

madonna m*********** monkey’s show. madonna likes making people laugh and see childless women being bullied and raped for her pleasure. someone should ban her records from air.

I want to start living instead of just surviving. I want there to be a better purpose in my life that will actually matter at the end of the day.

churchy fertilizers… shoving s***.

Most people, make comparisons in order to understand things better you f****** imbecile. This is why nobody likes you. You can’t just say, “Yeah, it IS kind of like that, because it’s all the same sort of ingredients,” because you’re such a b**** that you have to be f****** right...

people really try to talk to me on a deeper level exclusively when they want s**

so i dont have any real friends that take a regular interest in me

So much pain in my heart, so much baggage on my mind. I cant bear it anymore…

lochnes monsters go by names of michael as well as petra , karl, sarahbell paulyse as well, and ronnie. just a warning to all out there. sads me to know. and it fucked barbs under psuedo jon and nuttyliny

I miss you Preston and I think about you everyday.

I’m alone. I feel I cannot connect with people. I feel ashamed and I feel people don’t care if I’m ever worth their time.

Siren, Im gonna make sure i stay medicated for an entire year, that way i can always see clearly. It cures my executive dysfunction, Ive never taken a pill that can do that. The earth itself is my cure. That’s not sad, thats poetic. All is one, one is all....