I give up. Mutual attraction doesnt work out. Ive never been into anyone thats been attracted to me. I only want people I cant have. Im cursed for life.

No one has ever loved or cared for me like I did them.

I hate that I still kind of idealize people and don’t know how to fully be myself around people I really like and/or admire. I’m quirky af and it leads me to be hypersensitive to classroom settings, judgy people – like everyone judges so it’s literally all the time. I...

Is it weird that I just don’t find girls attractive? Even though I adore them, aspects of them, figures, dress styles… My impression of them when I cross. They are my muse. But, s*******.. and all other ways.. I’m just not into them. It’s all been projection. Forced to fit...

my bf is gaslighting me.. he keeps talking about “making enough to move out” he’s f****** 35 w. a masters degree from an IVY and makes over 6 figures… he’s getting a 20k raise and is still saying it’s a “step”. I’m pulling my F****** HAIR OUT. I don’t even...

I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to.. I have a lot of friends and I have a boyfriend but I feel so alone.. I was feeling great for a while but I’m starting to slip back into my old ways. What a f****** b****. I hate myself....

Thanks who told me to join church.
When you start lying to yourself that they are saying the truth when you already know that they are not. No one can save you.

It feels like I’m drowning… Trusting a wrong person and It’s all my imagination that that person cares. Truth speaks louder when I hear excuses. Fool me always believe in lies.

why do i keep breaking my own heart. day after day year after year.

Did you like it when he fucked your tight little 9 year old p****? I bet you secretly enjoyed being molested… sucking the c** from his d*** and his fingers in your little girl p****. Did he f*** your little c*** and shoot his load in you? I bet he...

I was molested when I was around 9 by a college student at church. He led my Sunday class and I don’t really remember it, but I blacked out and that’s when my DID started. I got really depressed and angry and didn’t know why. I still struggle with men...

Ive avoided drugs, and booze my whole life but I dont think I can anymore. Life has gotten so tough these past 3 yrs. So lonely, heartbreaking, depressing, boring, painful, I just cant cope much longer living in my own head like this.

So many people have hurt me over the years. and ive held back from fighting back.

i hate the way i look. my eyes are too small, lips too narrow, nose too big, cheeks too chubby. waist too wide and tummy not flat enough. i wish i looked the girls i see with pretty big lips and perfect hair. i dont care if they think im...

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I think I have a shard of glass stuck in my skin under my little pinky nail from cleaning a glass piece I dropped… ugh what a pain in my a**. Happened 6 am this morning and the wound should have healed by now… might have to go to the...

I feel like I’ll never get to experience the joy of having a baby with someone I love and who actually loves me back….

I have one child from an ex and it feels like I missed out on so many joys of pregnancy, birthing, and parts of raising a...

I have 2 friends, only talk to one of them, and soon my mom won’t let me talk to either of them. The worst part is that the one that I talk to made me promise to stop cutting myself. So now I’m stuck crying at my laptop because I’m...

I’m in love with a guy who’s taken. I wouldn’t and won’t do anything about it out of respect to his girlfriend. I’m not that kind of person. I hate it when skanks hit on the person I’m dating. Talk about low class.
I really like him though and...

i didnt want to break up with you… it wasnt my choice
my depression isnt fake.
my anxiety isnt bc im on my phone all the time.
i dont like everything you like dont make me do stuff yk i wont like.
i hate myself and...

I still love you – despite everything, all the hate and anger, I still love you. I love everyone I have loved, maybe that’s why casual dating and dating isn’t such a good idea. A part of me will always love the people I had once deeply loved.

I was at Wrestling Night at Marlins Park when Rowdy Roddy Piper died. F****** sad, wound up becoming a memorial, lots of his friends were there signing autographs.

And Randy, guy was a mensch. So much kindness in him; y’all have no idea what he did with his money in...

I killed my ex boyfriend because he raped and tortured me for months in his basement and nobody knew. I went to the police but nobody did anything and they even called me an ‘attention seeking w****’ who had a ‘pretty face’ and would do anything for attention at the...

Don’t ever “live” for someone else. That’s not the way to do things, see your own self worth because you have it innately. You have the power to improve yourself, become someone you like. It’s ok to be a f*** up or have nothing if you haven’t “sown any seeds”...

I’m so sorry. I’m disgusted too but she’s not sane and I can’t argue with her. It won’t help.

Gold Digger Garrett: Your name came up 3 times yesterday, and I am so grateful for unanswered prayers; to be over you and your fake friendship. I had your back through thick and thin, when you were at your worst. You however, were never there when I needed you because...

I didn’t mean to be intrusive. Just wanted to know if you are taking your AZT and other meds

I spent years wasting my life on an abusive idiot because of low self esteem. I regret not leaving that fucker sooner. He was so stupid and basically a p********. Couldn’t talk about anything deeper than the superficial. Smh.

I caught my husband with an online chatting profile. I know he hasn’t met up with anyone yet but he likely will if this goes on. I brought it up with him and he says the profile is old from when he was trying to catch me (he had suspicions...

you can distract yourself and stay as busy as u can but soon or a later you have to face yourself. at the end of the night the true pain of being alive often hits.

I heard a loud bang that reminded me of a gunshot and all I can think is.. God I hope so. Please shoot again. I don’t care if a stray comes my way. Go ahead. Please. Just make sure you hit my head.

I’m so tired. I feel so...

“I dont run from my demons, I beat the s*** out of them.”

I feel so bad for the Ukrainian soldiers who are going to be slaughtered like hogs by Russia.

being in love is horrible. I dont wish it on anyone. Itll destroy you.

My heart, my mind, my soul do not want to go on anymore. Let this end.

Re: if u drown out your feelings/ urges your whole life they start to manifest themselves in sad negative destructive ways….

Yah no s***!!!

I made them with love. I’m so stupid.

I met this guy on tinder and we did nothing but hang out all the time together for the last 8 months and of course I got feelings for him. He showed me so many emotions and told me so many things hinting at how he wanted a relationship with...

these early morning hours are the worst. the extreme sadness, the unbearable loneliness and hopelessness creeping in, brain racing, the weight of the world crashing down on you. It doesnt get better. It never will for me. Stop lying to me.

Here I go again wishing I was dead or simply didn’t exist.