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Many mornings i sit on my front porch with coffee and a cigarette as a relaxing way to watch the world wake up. This morning i was doing so with the residual taste of the male runner i orally please (usually weekly but sometimes more frequently) still clinging in my throat. An older couple was on ther morning walk today, i see them occasionally. She was the usual casual wave and good morning but he did not even glance my direction. She called him out on it and told him to at least say good morning, and they were on their way again. As they walked away he turned and looked back at me with an uncertain ezpression on hia face I hope she did not give him grief later, because i know why he was acting awkwardly. About six weeks ago he made his first visit to my back yard shed to take his own pleasure in my mouth. It was actually emotional for him because he had not gotten any relief in a very long time. I told him he was welcome any time. But like many older married men he was truly suffering the guilt and shame of taking his pleasure in a man’s mouth and for being unfaithful to his wife. But naturally after getting the incredible pleasure i gave him as i reverently worshipped his hard hungry male flesh…he told me during and after that he had no idea such pleasure existed…his guilt and remorse and shame got to him and after a couole of weeks i assumed he would never return. But sure enough, i eventually saw him on a morning solo walk and he came up to me unable to even speak or ask, and i simply had him follow me to my back yard shed and without speaking i gave him what he needed again. And of course afterwards despite his enjoyment in the moment, he was in tears again and said he could never do this again. But a week later, he was back for more. Then again a few days after that This is where we are at as i saw him on his walk with his wife this morning. I have sincere empathy for his inner crisis, and he kmows if he comes back for more he will get it time and again. I know it sounds arrogant but i know eventually he will come back again and again. Not because i am conceited but because i simply know men and the type of man that seeks what i give them on my knees. He will come back because they all do eventually this is simply how some men get what they need and i enjoy giving it to them for a host of reasons…..from the diary of a closet neighborhood cocksucker

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I am happy for you, Birdie. I know you had a baby girl!!
Sounds like things are finally working out for you. 🙂
Best of luck to ya. :3
(Yes, I know you don’t use this website.)

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My boyfriend just broke up with me, and I was already feeling my love wearing off for him and I saw it coming but it still hurts and I don’t know if that’s normal. Maybe I’m just a selfish b****.

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you promised that your love for me wouldn’t change, and you wouldn’t leave me.
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no one’s looking at my TikTok where can see how skinny I am in jeans from behind?

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Life is f****** rough when you’re 5’1, bald and borderline facially deformed. Been rejected by women my entire life and that completely destroyed my self esteem. I had 4 friends in a similar situation, and all but one of them committed suicide. That one who survived? He eventually turned spiteful,...

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My boss is cruel and vindictive. He’s a politically correct, viscous a******. He is setting me up so he can fire me. I am recording everything and am ready to take him and the company to court if I have to. But I don’t want to. What I really want...

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Today I pretended to be at work for a company I used to work for so that I didn’t have to talk to my grandmother. She likes to guilt me alot, sometimes even going as far as to telling people that I don’t love her, just so she could gain...

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Whenever someone disagrees with me I get anxious. I wish I could feel more of control of me and my mind.

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My hair is still pretty , but short

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Had my beautiful hair chopped off. I hate it . I miss my s*** hair. I miss me.

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Target is written on me . I sure feel it

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I miss you E.K. You left me so harshly and so cold. Its been almost 4 years and I still love you. I am sorry for causing you to leave. I promise to never love anyone else again. After 4 years I still only think of you and I have...

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