When I was 14 after school, I had a part time job in a photography studio, the photographer was a woman, one day she asked me to be a model for her, she told me to undress out of my school uniform, I was down to my bra and briefs, she told me to be naked and get on the chaise longue, she told me to spread My C***, that was the first time I had heard the word C***, I spread my C*** for her, I had some pubic hair over My C***, she was taking photos of me, I put my right hand into my C***, and began to finger myself, she was very close to me taking photos of my C***. The photographer told me she was surprised that I would do what she asked of me, I told her that I am not ashamed of what I did for her. 2 weeks later I had another photo session.
I never used to think suppressed or recovered memories were a real thing until i experienced them. I had always wondered why some childhood memories did not seem to be there, no normal memories of growing up, or why what few i had were specifically what they were. And similar with dreams. Turns out they weren’t dreams they were suppressed blocked memories. I was vaguely aware that extended family was weird and vague rumors and gossip were there in the background but i had never been sucked into that creepy sick vortex. Turns out i was after all. But apparently in my specific case it was both my mother and older sister that were molesting me (i am male). Dont go down the road of boys cannot be molested by women, nor that only men do this. I did not sign up for giving my sister o r a l s e x with her legs holding me in place when i was 10. I did not ask for my mother to m a s tbur bate me as i lay sick and feverish in bed with her hand tightly over my eyes as i squirmed and panicked through the confusion of my first waking climax when i was 11, and was left sprayed with my own s e m e n as she simply left me lying there. I ended up hypers e x ualized and a s** addict by these experiences and still struggle to be physical with a woman, and have an utter aversion to m a st u rba tion.
I wish I had one more day with so many people. One more moment. Damn these lonely last few years.
When I think about you , I just get angry. Then miserable. Then sad. I mean it was foolish to think someone like me could be happy. Some People are cursed. Ramirez.alondra1
uh, huni this was lifelong Deal with ‘being held over one hour’
there Is Nothing in psychiatry replacing Colorado the only Cure. running around the bush
sick of b******** cunts trying to steal white men and make them gay and abuse white women when you should go home to your jungle and make your own nation great again and stop bullying us. your coward.
I would be perfectly content just sitting there and working with you. If only I could have convinced myself I was worthy of it. Logically I know there’s nothing wrong with anything I did but I couldn’t shake the feeling I was doing something wrong. I still dream that maybe...
Seriously stop with the links here… no-one is going to click on them with half a brain..
I don’t think I can see you anymore and that absolutely breaks my heart
I bet my school shooter didn’t have a licensed gun.. how would banning them help
I fear my best days are behind me.
I can’t help but take my family seriously and they keep messing with me, knowing that I take it serious and I can’t live my f****** life. They mask everything like it’s just a little bit of fun or something. It’s so awful. I hope horrible things happen to them....
I’ve fantasized so much about waking up in your bed, tomorrow it will finally happen because you offered to sleep on the couch so I could be comfy
I feel like there is no point in to me being alive anymore.
I gave my youth to this gay planet to try and bring truth to it but it just gets more and more lame everyday.
Everyone is retarded. Can’t tell who the good guys and bad guys are,...
I am mentally destroyed and don’t know how long ill last in school. I start to see nothing in life that makes me wanna live anymore.
I crave you my angel.
It’s my birthday today and no one greeted me.
something be wrong but they do Try Aesthetic enjoying mental illness stuffies w out angry noColorado
‘u don’t know what’s wrong w these ppl? how r u happy without Colorado’
jessica yates from concord north carolina genuinely believes shes making a difference by rescuing horses from slaughter pens but really she isnt shes wasting her money and everyone in the horse community in concord nc laughs at her like b**** are you stupid? buying skinny ugly horses to fatten them...
Jessica Yates from Concord NC used to work for Starbucks and would give you a free drink if you were having a bad day shed pay for it – what a stupid b**** – you know how many people caught on and faked her out? LMAOOOO LMAOOOO LMAOOOOO
JESSICA YATES FROM CONCORD NC IS MY AUNT – NOBODY WANTS TO SMOKE POT AND RIDE HORSES WITH YOU OKAY C***? G*******
Kiri Nicole Smith from Randleman NC is a junkie, she will steal from you to pay for meth and then turn around and cry victim when you catch her and she cant get anything from you anymore. She is a horrible person a horrible friend a horrible daughter a horrible...
My neighbours goat farted diarrhoea into my mouth while I was r****** it’s a***. It’s not easy being a Muslim ☹
I have another infection on my p**** from penetrating my dogs sphincter. It’s not easy being a Muslim 😔
My mothers abuse is at an all time high this year. I dont know what to do anymore.
another year not getting laid.
Why does my dad shout at my mom and use her as his verbal punching bag just because he never learned how to control his emotions like a f****** baby? and I also can’t seem to control my emotions like a f****** baby. The difference is that is supposed to...
i love self harm. i feel delighted and somehow pleased everytime i self harm. i feel no guilt for the first few hours, but then i have a mental breakdown!! i love!! self!! harm!!
i want to die, im tired of living. im tired of living the same life over and over again, waiting for breaks just to be disappointed because i truly never got a break. im still awake, im still alive. i think the break i truly need is a break where...
The only disorder you have is a mental one.
You head is full of crazy b******* about cis, bi, di, tri, anogo, this that and the other thing. All b******* terms made up to drive people CRAZY!
There are only TWO genders. MALE and FEMALE. That’s IT!
Sometimes I hate the disorder I was born with I hate being transgender I wish I was just born a dude. I’m tired of people vilifing me and other people like me. No I don’t want to f*** animals no I don’t want to f*** kids and anyone who actively...
i really wanna kill myself, i cant be here anymore, i have no one, im unloved and embarrassing.
i’m only a few weeks into college and i’m so burnt out. i hate having the feeling that everyone is staring and judging me. i can’t make any long term friends and i don’t know if it’s because i just haven’t had that many opportunities that i’ve taken part in...
Im so tempted to take so many pills right now. I know I need to be on something. Its getting harder and harder to live day to day like this. The depression, anxiety, loneliness, fear, hopelessness is getting overwhelming. i need a fix soon.
I hoard my prescribed xanax and other prescription medications along with some sleeping pills and cold medicine because no matter how well I get, (well I’m not well now) I need a “way out” just in case.
ive been hiding the fact that i cannot feel love. i cannot realize if a love is platonic or romantic. i simply cannot. most of my crushes have been platonic, ever since i was a child. i would say that i had a crush on them, over and over but...
Im 33 and never had a bf.
My mother inherited a shitload of money when my father died when I was a toddler. She chose my wife. On our wedding night my mother gave my new bride the key to my locked chastity device that she did not even know I was locked in because my mother...
When I was 8 I had this online friend, they were around the same age as me. It was one of my ways to cope with my trauma, finding friends online. But one day they video-called me in the middle of the night and they were crying. I was 8,...
I’m so unlucky to the point that life hates me so bad that all it gives is s*** to me, I always have to deal with b******* each and every single day. I don’t know why but I don’t feel like I belong to my family, they always treat me...
just need sink 1 more further & occupy tomorrow then fall in job interview Friday to Be Colorado
‘have fun together’ ‘when u talk about us, u talk about U’
