why do i feel no one likes me or even loves me hahhahahhahaha

My old boyfriend used to try and touch me. To the point where one time i had to scream at him and jumped up cuz he tried putting his hands in my pants. He told everyone how me and him would “do stuff” but i never deny it or tell...

I wish someone would pursue me for once. Its always me crushing and making all the effort. I always end up let down and tortured.

The world has become lawless . the people have become nothing more than s***.

I am a firm believer in being merciful. Euthanasia should be an option for people that have been tortured and raped should they ask to be set free.

Power or greed corrupts every person. This is one of the reasons why I wanna die. I’d prefer death than being oppressed or habitually abused. Death is the only way out of the hell on earth .

Nothing like being 2 weeks away from closing on an expensive house and dropping by wife’s office to surprise her with flowers to celebrate finding our dream home, only to find her sucking the c*** of the main doctor at the medical office she works at, in her car in...

I honestly have no idea why anyone gives a s*** about the planet. I dont understand. Most kids will grow up to be a s***. no different than their parents . why care anymore?

The world and the people are doomed . why fight it ?

What are we waiting for ? Death is non negotiable. We all die. That’s a fact .

Its hard to survive when someone you thought you could trust , betrays you . they get mean and vicious . Im trying to hold on to life. But every anchor in life is slowly.. Being cut or eroded. Why live ? Nothing holding me here. I just want to...

Its excruciating to be bashed . and especially when you know they are right . doesn’t make the pain go away . it adds to the agony .

I know Im a failure . I am. I just HATE being told i am . I hate being reminded of that fact.

Life seems so useless. Its all worthless . we all die, so what’s the point In living. I lost everything. I get hammered with my nose rubbed in my failures . I hate it. Why am I trying ? For what?

How . Do we force ourselves to live ? When we honestly do not want to.

I’ll just be strong and live my life even though I don’t want to.

RIP DURWIN JUAN DIGGS AN OG JIZZLEMAN

The problem is I don’t know how to relax anymore . I startle easy. I hate the idea of a full body massage. I find that idea to be repulsive and abhorrent. I hate that idea . I dont want to be touched like that. I just wish some one...

Night time is hard . The terrors of the night haunt me. I live in terror of my family being harmed . because they murdered my best guy friend. He died . Im scared of them attacking other people I love . my mind isn’t the strongest. I guess fragility...

I hate the idea of an unlocked door while I sleep . I am sick and obsessed about it. I fear waking up with a knife at my throat . I sometimes sleep next to a weapon . its my only way to rest enough to sleep.

If I wasn’t so scared of fire ,I’d lock my bedroom door at night . But Im scared id never hear the alarm . so I lock my front door and place furniture in front when I shower or sleep .

Its the only peace I have. Its the...

Im so scared and terrorized , I can barely get undressed to get a shower . I put locks and bar my door when I shower . I also bar my door at night . Im pretty extreme these days

Me to . the loneliness and extreme depression is about enough to kill me .

No matter where I go. I wonder can I outrun the sadness in my soul . or will it end up killing me?

I almost broke down in the store today. The loneliness and depression has taken its toll on me this year to the point where Im struggling to do things i used to do.

Has there ever been a point to being alive?

I feel like there is no point in to me being alive anymore.

I gave my youth to this gay planet to try and bring truth to it but it just gets more and more lame everyday.

Everyone is retarded. Can’t tell who the good guys and bad guys are,...

Gihnè!!!! Gihnè y’elya ewin yawin y’elil liwin t’ohn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

‘i’m so laid back where is this coming from’, lie. can’t live In Colorado in Tennessee

If my ivy degree can’t Instill trust in you then what else can ?

I see something is wrong with your brain.

A reminder – I was always a good student

Your brains have got damaged paying unnecessary attention to my personal life and body’s biological needs

That shows...

i have a crush on my straight friend who just went through a bad break up. it hurts to see this not only because he’s my friend but because i want to be the one to make him happy. i’d never hurt him like this, but i know it can’t...

life is so hard. having football was the only thing keeping me going, but ive grown to hate it the more i play and the more i go to practice. this girl im talking to is amazing, but i dont think she deserves this. she doesnt deserve the pain id...

STOP BEING SO CHILDISH ABOUT LOVE AND S** AND GET ON WITH YOUR WORK. YOU STUPID LITTLE SHITBAGS.

Ugly turning into beautiful!

Beautiful turning into ugly!

Why I look lazy and dirty sometimes –

Instead of giving me challenging work you filled my life with warnings when I was little young and exploring. This is how well you treated me !

Later you gave a better chance to...

Learn to embrace the endings…I am starting to.

Ive tried so hard to connect with you the past year. Its not working. Ive never wanted to connect with someone more. I guess you cant force a connection. Its so sad because I just know we could be so much for eachother.

I cant bare another holiday season alone and in this toxic environment. I wont survive til the new year.

Coolio and DMX are spitroasting Durwin Diggs in Heaven RIP OG JIZZLEMEN

my girlfriend is really manipulative and emotionally abusive but i’m trapped, i can’t leave her and i don’t want to. i just want to get the same love i give

I hate how I have no one to talk to.

My brother keeps hitting me, it’s every time he sees me, I’m getting sick of it.

I wish I was born a man today. I struggle with such horrible body dysmorphia right now.. I’m genderfluid. Sometimes I’m okay with having a female body (when I feel like a woman), sometimes having it makes me feel so awful about myself. I wish I could chop off my...