every night before i go to bed, i wish that i didnt wake up the next day

WHAT IS GOING ONNNNN

whats it like to be truly happy? I dont think I know.

I have relatively short and red dyed hair, but it’s still pretty long for a boy. I’m also a little bigger than other people, which makes it a bit difficult to guess my gender. I have no problem with people asking me what I am, especially in school, but recently...

i wasted most of my life on the wrong people. I have no childhood friends left. My teenage years were awful. I missed out alot in my 20s and was hurt and abandoned by many many people. im now in my early 30s depressed, lonely, and lost.

Ok I don’t know where to start to be honest with you. For all of the people the read the ones about having a relationship with my band teacher that retired last year and he is 58 right now you would know what I am talking about. Today I hear...

Can’t you really hear me when I’m crying while trying to sing our children a lullaby, or is it just easier for you to ignore it? Why do you ask me if I’m okay and whether everything is good between us just to get mad when I don’t say yes?...

Talking to you is a waste of energy. I’m only here because of the children

Raat mein kutiya bahut padti hai…

Lagta hai choot ke naam pe meri Barbar aayegi…

Pad le kutiya…

We usually video call at this time ,i miss it but you just left without saying goodbye . How heartless can you be. I hate you for that. Will always be. I hope you will never find peace or happy knowing what you did to me.

i spend more nights crying from shame and feeling unwanted than i actually do being intimate with my partner

Maya sinden raped me.

Maya sinden. Maya sinden is the name of my old abuser. She constantly would spit at me, berate me, smack and slap me. I would never fight back because I am physically stronger so I would just take it. After the break up (we had a shared friend group) she...

You hurt me T.more than you know.

I love you T😭

Its all a lie. You didn’t mean anything you said to me. You just f****** left me at my worst !

You just left me after I opened up to you. You just left and hurt me

You just left me

You hurt me so badly by doing the thing i hate people do the most.leaving. I hope one day you will know how i feel.

As predicted ,promises and words mean nothing nowadays .f****** broke me by doing things i hate the most.i wish i never know you T.

I don’t wanna die. I just don’t want to exist anymore. I can’t see a reason to keep holding on. I feel so burnt out. Everything is just not worth it anymore. The fire I had in me to help people is gone.

I trust no one. I’m scared...

I have #cripplingdepression 😀

I hate feeling this way, but there’s nothing I can do but embrace it.

I should feel grateful. My mother-in-law wants to buy my husband and I a crib for the new baby. Sounds wonderful, right?

Well maybe not so much. I had a crib on our registry that...

I’m feeling suicidal. I’m so tired of being in pain. For fucks sake when is it going to end? I’m tired of the death and the f****** anxiety and the f****** never ending pressure. F*** everything. F*** it all. I’m going to snap.

i love humans. i love art. i love animals. i love nature. so f****** much. but humans keep disappointing everyone.

i feel like vomiting. im a lover of humanity in disguise of a pessimist doomer. humans could do so much together i beleive it heavily. but somethings holding us back and i want it stop.

i wonder if life would permanently get better or is it just flip flop between good and bad then ok then worse.

my mom has horrific table manners

I Airbnb’d my place out this weekend and when I got back there was s******* all over the floor

Suicidal almost every day this year. It’s been a real struggle.

I am in love with someone who doesn’t even know I exist. The thought of them being with someone else makes me want to die but this is someone I have never met nor will ever meet. I’ve tried to distract myself from it and try and forget about it...

Having mental illness/unhealed childhood trauma
Toxic environments
Like….siiiiiigh
Im tired and dont have energy
But i still try go get pro help
Wish me luck

I’m so f****** insecure I get jealous of everyone even guys pretty people make me so mad they remind me I’m just a ugly girl with no friends no nothing

I am desperate to work. I have severe agoraphobia and haven’t left my home more than twice in 10 years. I would be more than happy to offer any admin service for free for work experience. Maybe build a cv while I am stuck in this hell. Anything to make...

I really need to change and mature. Im so stunned emotionally, at this point im not gonna get any friends or b******.

Why does daddy turn my mouth into an O-shape with he’s special finger? 😮☹😔

My does daddy turn my mouth into an O-shape with he’s speakers finger? 😮☹😔

I can’t confess to my family that I don’t learn as well as most students my age. I know they won’t understand.

I got nearly kicked out of this really nice and prestigious university that I’m attending. They gave me one last chance but I feel like I’m gonna fail them again..

I am rocker than rock bottom tonight.