Occasionally, I think that the only reason I’m still alive is due to the 3 day waiting period to purchase a gun.

i raped my dog

I f****** hate his stupid girlfriend, f****** annoying b****. Pushing 30 and acting 12. I hope she cheats on his sorry a**, I hope he moves on and finds the love of his life, and I hope she breaks his heart.

please just let me die. i know you hate me for not living up to your expectations. i don’t deserve to live, so please stop trying to find excuses to keep me around.

why can’t i just be a person like everyone else? why do i have to put all my energy into completing a task that everyone else can do with no effort? Why am i so incompetent in every aspect of life? Why do i have to keep existing?

i started cutting myself, and i can’t get myself to stop. It’s the only thing that can get my mind off of everything else, but I am worried that I will go too far.

I think he doesn’t want to have a family with me since he lost his son a few years back and the idea of having another child just makes him feel guilty.. I want to have a child but I don’t think I’ll ever get to now. I’m not going...

My husband constantly masturbates. I was fine with him doing it but now it seems he would rather just m********* then have s**. We haven’t had s** in months. Currently he’s “taking a nap” with his phone he uses for p***. But when I confront him he just acts like...

I hate Natasa Bosnjak
I f*****’ don’t even care if she dies.

the end is coming…and ive accepted it.

I spend my nights binge eating to drown out my loneliness.

Can I once just be into someone that likes me back?? Its never happened for me.

Another day battling suicidal severe depression. It doesnt get better.

why can’t we talk again? it isn’t supposed to be difficult. how much time do i have to give you?

i really really really miss talking to him. i don’t really like him anymore, i just want us to talk again, i just don’t want to lose a friend of mine. i just don’t want to lose, i want to talk to him again.

Giving up on you is proving to be the hardest thing I’ve ever needed to do. 😞
You’ve pushed me aside like I’m nothing & I still love you… I still cry multiple times a day… I still wish that somehow I can hold you…
Truth is that...

Let me go!!!

Why didn’t you show mercy ? Why didn’t you kill me? Why ???

i now feel as my body doesn’t belong to me. not in an existential way but in a “s*****” way, i guess. i’ve been used so much i feel as i don’t belong to me anymore. my body is everyone else’s, not mine. the only body parts that belong to...

my self image is so utterly destroyed and ruined atp. i feel so selfish just for constantly miserably feeling like an inconvenience and issue to the people i love

if i dont make major changes in every area of my life I probably wont live til the spring.

this close to ending it all its kind of funny how little u would all care but i just feel like putting it out there 😁

If I could breathe when you were close i’d whisper in your ear that you are the most beautiful thing I have ever laid eyes on.

I used to use my transcendental mantra to go to sleep. Now I meditate on “please let me sleep and not wake up.”

i feel the sudden urge to cut myself lul

milo robie s******* assaulted me

I hate Natasa Bosnjak
I f*****’ don’t even care if she dies.

Im paying over 100 dollars a month on car insurance. I have never had an accident or ticket . so why ?

How am u going to afford everything?

I only receive 150 a month in food stamps. God help me. I don’t know what to do.

I literally want to kill myself
I am this close to writing my note it’s to much to bear

even though i haven’t cut my wrists in over a year and my life has been going very well ever since, i still get the urge, even when i am completely happy. depression never fully goes away, it is a lifelong permanent illness. and it makes it worse enough that...

i cant take this anymore…..

Ive never felt loneliness like I have this year. Its unbearable.

I failed my lifelong dream as an actor

Everything hurts, I knew it
Im f****** useless
How nice would it be if I just.. Died? AHSHAHHAHAHAHAH HOW FUNNY WOULD IT BE
I’ve decreased to this stage again
Im so f****** stupid
I dont want anything to do with life anymore bahahah
I...

till now masakit pa rin, hindi ko alam bat hirap ako makamove-on sayo tho it’s just a talking stage pero hirap talaga it’s been one month since iniwan mo ako midterm week pa namin. I cant focus na mag-review kase pag nagbabasa ako naluluha ako and umiiyak na parang walang...

Evan, mommy thinks about you all the time and what you would be like now. I miss you.

Wish I never married this angry mofo who tells me to “f*** off.” Looking back, my life became so mundane and uneventful after dating him. Life with him s****. I hate him.

I hate myself. I’ve always kind of grown up really fortunate. My living situation, my friends, nothing in my life has gone wrong. I’ve recently turned 18 and I still just feel so useless. I have a girlfriend who I sometimes feel like only enhances my insecurities. I’m hesitant on...