I lied about being at my parents when I was hospitalized. I never told him the full truth .

I never told him I was hospitalized. I hid it . I just told him I was on vacation. That’s the reason I couldnt be reached for a couple days .

3 amputations aka stumps are repulsive. Im secretly terrified to tell him. Much less show him. I cant . I just cant.

I honestly dont want him to know or see it. I am sooo embarrassed. I love him. But I’m ashamed. I dont like talking about it. 3 amputations are ugly .

Im secretly scared to tell my bf. I don’t want him to leave if he found out about the 3’amputationa . I lie to him. He has no idea Im ill. Diabetes is destroying me.

Im too tall. I used to hate it. After 3 amputations I now fear losing my legs or feet . scared of being in a wheelchair.

Im too fat. I know . I hate it. My bf doesn’t want me. I guess that’s the reason .

The man I kinda care and love, doesn’t want me. My hugs or kisses. I just wanted him to chase me. Find me desirable. I m not that attractive anymore. Im now older.

i want to f****** kill myself

I wish someone loved me.

Everyone in my life s****. Ive surrounded with myself with all the wrong people. Uts been a waste. i cant escape.

I’m in the middle of a panic attack triggered by a profound sense of loneliness and self hatred. I just wish someone would just let me myself instead of trying fill me up with more anxiety and stress. All I want is for people in my life to just listen...

I’m so anxious it’s starting to feel like actual pain

My family all hate me, I always feel like an outcast. When I reported it, it was overlooked. I get threatened here sometimes even hit and it makes me feel so emotionally damaged that at this point I feel like s***. I feel like I don’t belong here, not on...

you said u will always be with me God. are u with me tonight?while i am submerge with loneliness, pain, fear, overthinking, and loathing of myself? why have you made me alone and lonely. i cant even talk to anyone right now. cause i know they wouldnt ever understand. and...

chronic pain

it came again. the feeling of wanting to stop existing. I held the cutter on my wrist. I wanted to slash it all at once. end my misery all at once. to stop the pain. to stop living my petty life. to stop feeling scared. to stop feeling...

alright guys i’ve successfully deluded myself into pretending the guy getting shot was fake and a gag so i can j******* 🙏

I look down on women who value dicks over their friends who had been there for them.

I’ve been in love with my best friend for a long time now. We have always been tight-knit but lately we seem to be drifting apart and I’m scared they will replaced me. I don’t care if my feeling won’t ever be reciprocate, I just don’t wanna lose them.

in those 2 months i talked with him i never felt happier, my heart raced when he texted me and i miss him so much.

I’m always everyone’s therapist. Everyone thinks my life is perfect but it’s not, I’m so tired and sick of faking a smile. I wish i could open up to someone but I can’t..

My brother was murdered and I spent last night curled up on the bed with his ashes crying uncontrollably. It hurts so much, but nobody seems to care.

I have no clue why am I even writing this, probably I want just to be heard once as it’s been long time since I have been bottling up my emotions and I don’t the I cannot hide it anymore. I cannot sleep anymore, I want to feel something warm...

I need to give up on you but I cant.

this void it hurts so much

The emptiness grows in me with every passing second. Time wasted

Death by routine. My habits will kill me

Once my boyfriend breaks up with me I’m going to kill myself. It’s not something that he knows or is aware of in any form. He was the only thing in my life keeping my head up but now he doesn’t seem happy anymore and I know it will happen...

Everything in my world is spinning. What do I do? When I see him I love him, when I don’t see him he’s no one to me. I feel empty like I’m not doing anything with my life and the world is absolutely useless from my perspective. There’s nothing I...

My name is Dylan and I’m a trans Zoophile. Z******** is a very big thing within the trans community, yet still we are mostly forced to hide it. Some progress has been made but still most people are unaccepting of animal love. The fact is animals enjoy having s** with...

sometimes i feel like i am not human and that life rlly isn’t worth living if it’s so painful my family doesn’t think of me as a person and i want to die

I come to this site at my lowest moments. My parents got divorced this year and it happened to be the year I moved out, too. This is the first thankgiving I’ve spent entirely alone. I can’t help but think I’ve already experienced life’s best moments, with so many years...

Everyday, I still wish I beat my mother until I left her paralyzed. She’s the source of all my problems, she’s the reason why I’m mentally ill, and she’s the reason wby I’m violent and aggressive. My biggest mistake was letting her think she’s untouchable because she birthed me.

You ever feel f****** useless? Like, you question the point of your existence? Because same. I don’t understand why I should live honestly. What am I living for? Why should i continue breathing? I was born in this world whether i liked it or not. Now, i have to live...

i need help but dont know from who i should get help
my parents really care abt me but they never know how to cure my illness
my club members always ignoring me, acted like im never existed
its really s**** sometimes but u know life must...

I’m tired of betrayal. Can I just love happily on my own?

I’m really sad. If I was thinner I know I could attract a better man. I’m just tapped out of trying . I think i play it safe. I never take chances . It’s no good . Risk is part of life .

I’m not attracted to my boyfriend but I am dating him because no one else found me attractive. I’m so insecure and I’m desperate to be in a relationship. I would have accepted any man because I have nothing else going for me.

I want to die so badly. Like so viscerally that sometimes it hurts. I’ve laid there and detailed out the plans and steps and only the thought of how my parents would react has stopped me. I’m so sick and tired of being alive. I feel like I can’t do...

I dont have much to be thankful for this year. Im very very sad and longing.