When I was 19 I was in a relationship with a guy for 4 years. We were in love he would sing to me and tell me he wanted a family. Everything was amazing.

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When I was 19 I was in a relationship with a guy for 4 years. We were in love he would sing to me and tell me he wanted a family. Everything was amazing. After a year he heard a rumor about me being a hoe so he told me his family would never accept me. I tried defending myself to say that not believe everything they tell you. I love him and would never judge him. He said he was going to park his truck to continue talking but he left. I called him all day and night he blocked me. After a whole day of crying he returned the next day he said he went to SF with his friends. While he was with his friends I was dying inside. I needed help I asked for help because my heart hurt so much. He came back and I said if we love each other we should continue. He said okay. I regret this so much. I regret taking him back because after this my anxiety my depression my self worth went down the gutter. After getting back with him I was broken down more and more into little pieces. It went from bad to worse no in the middle. After all of this he told me he wish he could get rid of me by throwing me to the canal. He also chocked me once. He also grabbed me from my shoulders and shook me. I never seen how much he hated me and I stool around until he one day called the cops on me. He called the cops on me. It’s been 4 years since he did that happened. It sickens me to the core.

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