Today was our last day. I enjoy your presence and everything about you, we may not see each other often from now on. But do know that I’m holding onto the scenes of your car on my clothes and hair
During a discussion on a bad call the opposing team coach interfered between me and the umpire. He became irked by something I said which the umpire was agreeing with and snapped. He’s a large man I’m average. He beat me up on the middle of the field. He stripped me and posted me on second base. Laying there unable to move. To my shock, shame and humiliation it was eeririly exhilarating staring back at awed innocent little leaguers stares.
I’m not a bad kid. My mom has always hated me, my dad once loved me but makes me feel unloved now. I’m a good kid, they’ve never had to worry of me going out, not going to college, getting pregnant. They hate me though, and everyday I fight the urge to just cut the s*** out of myself.
I have been single since 2012, and I just feel deeply in my heart that I will be single for the rest of my life. Maybe because it’ll require an entire lifetime for me to learn how to love myself…. and when I finally start loving myself I’ll either be too late or just too content that I won’t give it up.
I don’t want to keep going, but I don’t have a reason to feel that way. I’m scared to end it all but I’m scared that nothing will get better.
I’ve done a lot of bad things in my life, and I’ve realized I must repent. Things I wish I could take back and never think about again. I’ve lied, stolen, cheated, committed s******* immoral acts and broken the trust of the ones closest to me. I ask God to...
I am a serial cheat but get scared that my boyfriend is cheating on me
I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant tyrannical impatient defensive argumentative disrespectful I complained to God accussed him of wrong doing purposely offended him I had violent thoughts resentment I passed judgement against others I was selfish self rightous lazy and I had a martyr like attitude
I lied about my whole identity as a person. I cant help it. I’ve lied to friends, family, and myself about the dumbest things just to feel like I belong somewhere. My parents raised me under a strict household so I’ve never done anything. My friend on the other hand...
I am the most grossly obsessive person i feel like has roamed this earth. Im disgusted with myself and my thoughts. Its compulsive. I tell myself over and over itll be the last time i check their social media to see if they followed someone or if anyone followed them...
i truly love to read but i also truly love making *her* feel inferior when i talk about how many books i’ve read and what i’ve read this year
I masturbated and I used mind projection and I was selfish hipocrytical prideful arrogant tyrannical devisive feminine oversexed disgusting pathetic unloving unforgiving insensitive irresponsible ungodly unmerciful disrespectful impatient I neglected to share my faith recently I was unprofessional lazy immature manipulative self rightous and I used profanity
I want to disappear
My best friend confessed she had a crush on me when I was 13, and I was still homophobic so I didn’t know any better and I essentially said “uh no we’re obviously friends”(kinda rudely). Now 5 years later I’ve got the biggest crush on her but, now she has...
He was 18 and I was a ten year old boy. He told me he was going to teach me the facts of life but he had his way with me instead. I was so confused about what happened I never told anyone. That was 46 years ago and I’m...
I am a black woman and I don’t like black men. I am saying this from a place of truth and sadness. This may sound harsh, but black men scare, repulse, and anger me. I am not saying this to make anyone angry, that is truly how I feel whenever...
I catfished as my now girlfriend on a dating site and got off to it
The internet made me believe self harm was a good thing. I believed this so much that i reccomended others self harm. I havent told anyone this, but I’m responsible for my friends cutting addiction. Its my fault.
I posted my ex girlfriend’s mom grave because her and her friend said they hope i get raped in jail. She knew I’ve gotten raped before and let her friend say that. They both pretended to not know what it meant. She also was defending him.
I’m still in love...
Today I stole two books. I feel really bad but I also don’t. I just hope this feeling of wanting to steal things doesn’t stay any longer than it should.
Look. You’ll never see this. That’s fine. This is for me, not for you. I never wanted to talk to you; it was creepy, when you searched through everyone with my first name in our school to find me after a few online classes where we never even spoke. It...
I’m engaged to a wonderful girl, but I keep pushing off the wedding because I can’t guarantee that due to my bad debt that I won’t kill myself.
I’ve intentionally had impure thoughts and I’m tempted to m*********
You are always “angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant tyrannical impatient defensive argumentative disrespectful selfish……”.
You have some real personality defects!
I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant tyrannical impatient defensive argumentative disrespectful selfish ungodly unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible lazy I passed judgement against others I complained had worldly sorrow resentment I purposely offended God and others I was self rightous I overreacted I was immature and I had a martyr like...
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I need Mohammad Bitar to remove my posts about Perry Kalynuk. It’s time for me to move on and get help for healing the past. Please Mohammad, remove my posts.
We’re losing the house and I don’t know how to tell anyone.
I tried ending myself by overdosing on sleeping pills, I wrote my last letter to my family, and my friends, I still have the letter, I couldn’t do it because whenever I see them smile at me, I feel guilty.
I masturbated and I used mind projection indicating to women that I know that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to give me s******* dildos up my b******* while I wear women’s clothing engage in homosexual activities and I made s******* submissive facial expressions and noises and I was...
I live with my gf and her sister. I used the p****** of my gf’s sister to w***.
I have a nasty secret and Kellie knows it. Text Kellie and tell her to see this post. 1-812-484-7263. Kellie is a hot f***. A m*** grandmother who will f*** young guys. Text Kellie and tell her to see this and comment. Kellie I really f*** her and yes it’s...
I wish so dearly I hadn’t told my best friend I loved her. I took a what was once a wonderful, wonderful friendship and just… Ruined it, made it an okay friendship, one that you can have with anyone. I just was so f****** full of myself, I was certain...
All my neighbors and church and school parents are dead. Hemphill, jones, Eliot, motin, Neal, McCarty, Simmons, Taylor, stephens, metlick, gates…everyone who is my witness everyone who was close had died. I have no proof.
I want to quit drinking. But the job and the stress just make it so hard not to.
I was angry and disrespectful to my girlfriend and in general and I was impatient prideful tyrannical devisive defensive argumentative I overreacted had worldly sorrow resentment I complained passed judgement against others I was unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible ungodly immature pathetic goofy selfish hipocrytical self rightous I had a martyr...
I unintentionally fell for my fiances sister. She’s been staying at our house for almost a year now. Shes 19 and I’m 28. Nobody ever thought we would become this close but when you drink and smoke and talk for hours week after week with somebody, it’s hard not to...
im cringing so hard rn because i rember when i did smth wrong and then i was being suicidal during it and i wish i could tell my past self to stfu omg like..
Is it wrong to cuck a woman in revenge? Because if it’s wrong, I don’t wanna be right.
I reached under a girl’s skirt while I was in a crowd. I heard her gasp when I squeezed her a**. She might have seen me, but I just kept walking. No idea who she was.
I never want to get a job again. I hate having a job so much, and every time I get one I almost end up killing myself. I don’t want to have to do this.
I love my boyfriend. I love him so much that I listen to him complain every day about things he could totally fix. I get him things and help him clean and take care of his dogs and he helps me, gets me things and wakes me up in the...