You have a rodent infestation, Shall I terminate?
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Feeling guilty about spanking my daughter
I wrote a few days ago about never being comforted by the people who I love and who claim to love me. like most confessions I make here, I often start to reevaluate after I hit submit and will eventually begin to feel more level headed about whatever dramatic confession of emotion I decided to spew. this is not one of those times. I had a procedure today- invasive and painful. i knew it wasn’t going to be comfortable, but then afterwards I got bad news from the results. yeah, as I suspected for a long time, I’ve got cancer in me. pre-cancer, anyway. but the doctor let me know today that considering how young I am and other aspects of my history, I shouldn’t have these huge pre-cancerous growths in me. and I mean huge. how often do you have a doctor look at you and go “wow, that was the largest polyp I’ve ever seen in a 24 year old.” anyway… after this, my boyfriend of 6 years drove me to our house, almost completely all in silence. go inside, no real words spoken. nothing to say about it. any of it. just flops onto the couch and tells me he has a headache. makes me make him food and tuck him into our bed because he ALWAYS flops onto the couch when we get home, and then proceeds to complain about how uncomfortable it is to sleep on it and how sore he is. he at least tells me he loves me, I suppose, but nothing else. I say “I love you more”, like I frequently do, which is supposed to prompt a “No you don’t”, and a short reason as to why HE loves ME more. this time, he just says nothing nothing. nothing nothing nothing. now I get to go upstairs, cook myself a meal after being asked not to eat for 3 days, and then sit alone in my living room with only my thoughts. these f****** thoughts. why do I never get to be the baby. why do I never get to be the one tucked. why do I never get to be the one who gets their back scratched and their hair played with until they sleep. why do I never get asked if I’m okay. it’s like I was open with a disease that makes it so that whenever I’m upset, or hurting, or crying, I give off a noxious gas that makes everybody sick. I hate it here.
if something has no meaning or point to doing them, not even little, i wont do em , they have to have some reason to do etc
Today i went to a food court to get pizza for my co-workers and saw a girl who was wearing American Flag yoga pants, her a** was absolutely amazing for her age, and that’s what worries me. She was no older than 10 and this is scaring me. I tried...
Sometimes my best friend annoys me so much, that I have to bite my tongue in order to stay quiet about it.
Just now my mother tried to get into my room after I repeatedly told her to wait, but she wouldn’t take no for an answer so I asked what she wanted. It ultimately turnt out to be my grandmother, who was on the phone. Just before that happened I masturbated...
I have watched p*** and masturbated in the bathroom at work. I have participated in chat rooms where people have shared disturbing things. I feel so gross about it. I want to stop And repent but it’s addicting, so I have kept repeating the same mistakes over and over. Please...
Made a younger nephew touch my genitalia when I was younger. And let the dog hump me when I was younger. I know now that what I did what wrong and I’m no longer the same person that did that and I want everyone to know that I’m trying...
I have a boyfriend but he is mentally abusive. He says if I leave him he will kill himself and cut himself last time I tried to, and now i feel really bad as I’ve started to develop feelings for a teacher on my college course and i fantasise about...
For pain i have caused to those i love
I was angry disrespectful impatient selfish prideful ungrateful lazy arrogant faithless insecure worried paranoid afraid decietful I lied overreacted passed judgement against others was defensive I complained to God had resentment worldly sorrow suicidal thoughts I yelled at God accused him of wrong doing and purposely offended him
I’m only 35 but I have erectile disfunction. I got some new medication from my doctor, but I’m not sure if it will work throughout the entire s***** act. I told my mom how scared about how things would go that first time. My mom kind of chuckled and said...
i have a crush on my friend’s dad, who is also one of my dad’s closet friends. i would never ever make a move, the closest i have come to doing so is putting my fingers on top of his when he was explaining something on a guitar, and that’s...
I know it’s wrong to live off the dole and let hardworking taxpayers take care of me but that’s the only life I know.
I ghost people. I had an online friend that I ghosted because I panicked that I’m not good enough for their time.
One night back when I was a senior boy in high school a freshman black boy wanted to f*** me and I let him. I’ve felt bad about that all these years.
I’m a p******** I hate myself and want to die I touched a little girl 15 years ago
I tried to come out to my friend but I lost the courage. I regret it now.
My roommate likes to write on her computer in the living room, right next to my bedroom. Usually that’s fine. But I hate going to bed before her because I can’t use my v******* or she’ll hear it. 🙁
why do i get so many death threats online etc not sure if i should take them serious but they do piss me off
I kinda like a guy…but i have a boyfriend…but that guy is simply so cool and awesome, i really cant get him out of my head by the way he looks at me, i really just cant…. yesterday i discovered he was gay……
In school I was never a straight A student, Not because I was dumb but because I was lazy. Unless I had to actually try, to avoid failing, I half assed EVERYTHING. Especially written assignments like BCRs ECRs etc. the only writing assignments I ever got full marks on would...
I graduated in 2017. Since then i had worked very hard and in July, I got a Government Job. I love a Girl who is of different caste. I Must Be on a High Class Job, to convince her parents. But My Now Job is not sufficent to talk to...
I masturbated repeatedly and used mind projection indicating to women where I work and otherwise that I’m a sissyboy who likes women to sodomise me with s****** dildos while I wear women’s clothing and engaging in homosexual activities and I used profanity
I still love him. I still want to spend my days with him, but it’s dumb and unnecessary to start it all over again after all the s*** I did, I don’t want to hurt him even more, and ruin our relationship even more. I just want to be in...
To: I think im a lesbian?
fortnite movie
I royally fucked up. Due to my mental illnesses, health and selfish human b*******, everything wrong with me, I neglected my dogs. As I’m typing this with a truly repentant heart, I’m a f****** bad person seriously, I deserve the smack down–I’m rectifying it right now and here. No more...
My wife and t relocated to the South and had our house built. Before we could begin to enjoy retirement my wife’s sister came down and because of financial problems asked to move in briefly while she made plans to get a single wide trailer to move into. That was...
i think im going insane;;;
if you read my confession about a fucked up dream about my male friends yesterday,, here’s a follow up. i probably should’ve mentioned that i’ve been friends with them for 9 years, so it really does make me feel weird that i’m sexualizing them....
God forgive me for paying someone online to complete my college homework when I did not understand it. I want to be honest in everything I do.
I have a boyfriend but I’m scared I might be gay. He’s done absolutely nothing wrong and he’s so so lovely and kind and generous. I don’t know what to do. I still love him I think? But we dated each other 2 years ago but broke up last yeah....
i played fortnite today
felt an awful, really dark satisfaction at hearing a recent story of some capo on the east coast putting two bullets into a cops head
I feel guilty for not feeling guilty and getting so much pleasure out of a cop killer story
I accidentally voted thumbs up on something racist when I was trying to hit thumbs down. Now it won’t let me change my vote. F***. That’s not who I am…
P, I’m sorry I was such a terrible partner. I still wonder what my life would be if you were still in it.
Feeling very triggered. Nowhere to run.
I enjoy eating s***. I do it all the time, even to frost cakes. S*** is yummy, s*** is good. God thank us for the brown Amen.
My long term boyfriend and I broke up almost two years ago. He left me for another woman. I know his facebook password and go on his facebook almost weekly and read their conversations.
I know it’s wrong, and I should feel guilty, and I do, but not that much. My mom was passed out drunk on the couch. She was just wearing a t-shirt and a thong. Her n****** poking out nicely. I got so h**** looking at her body. My c*** was...
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I am a married alcoholic, I relapsed and smoked crack with a h***** and drank for three days while I was supposed to be house sitting. I spent our vacation money, and had s** with the h*****.
I had a fucked up dream about my friend and his friend;;; (both male)
I was in my house, doin shid like any other day, but then I heard moaning coming from my room. Went to check it out, and it was my friend, being facefucked by his friend. He...