Hugs

I am a married alcoholic, I relapsed and smoked crack with a h***** and drank for three days while I was supposed to be house sitting. I spent our vacation money, and had s** with the h*****.

I had a fucked up dream about my friend and his friend;;; (both male)

I was in my house, doin shid like any other day, but then I heard moaning coming from my room. Went to check it out, and it was my friend, being facefucked by his friend. He...

My adult children haven’t spoken to me since their mother and I divorced.
I miss them, but I don’t miss their drama.

I made promise to god not to watch p*** again and I just watch it. I could not control myself and I continue watching it. Now I feel guilty so much. I made promise and broke it. God was helping me but now I am sure he is angry on...

I’m only happy when I have control over those around me. I wish I could live on a small island alone.

I want to die

It’s gotten so bad that I written up a whole email to someone that is a manipulator and old friend, who I’m pretty sure hates me, I want to send this email so I can get my friends and partner to hate me so I can...

I know that this girl in my neighborhood is kinda a ho, but I let it slide. Recently I found out she was a carrier for herpes. F*** her. I wish I had known sooner. I hope all those guys press charges. Good luck with your future dates, you f******...

So I had a pretty rough night. My boyfriend and I were arguing a lot and it was time for me to go home. I wanted to stop by my work place to see if my paycheck would be there like she said, and it wasn’t. So I went on...

I am so depressed because I can’t f*** my mom anymore.

I am so depressed.

One of my neighbors was really annoying growing up. Everyone bullied and made fun of him. One day I told him everyone hated him and he would die alone. He started to cry and I felt terrible. I didnt mean what I said… I’ll never be careless with words again

Over the course of my 30+ year marriage, I have had 3 affairs. 1st was only psychological the 2nd purely s***** several times and the 3rd, hooked up with a married woman in a motel that I met online. I have also met many dozens of men strangers to receive...

You pretended to be someone who you’re not, and lie about it, usually means you’ve got something more to hide than your age. I don’t think you found love, more like a fleeting fantasy cause you went out of your way to find a connection with someone who’s not only...

By pure chance I met a girl online which I really liked, and we spent hours chatting every day for over a month. It was amazing chemistry between us and we sometimes chatted until three in the morning. It was an amazing experience. We exchanged pictures and in the end...

For decades, I’ve carried a lot of guilt for hating my father. He is selfish and abusive and crazy, but I wanted to love him but I couldn’t. Now I’ve finally come to realize that he is the one who should feel guilty not me. He was an adult and...

I fantasise about the reaction to my suicide. Strangely it stops me from killing myself, as I realise how people would be affected.

I administered to myself at least twice as much as the recommended daily allowance of various mood altering chemicals as I should have and I had worldly sorrow resentment overreacted passed judgement against others was selfish prideful disrespectful complaining lazy arrogant faithless fearful and ungrateful

Despite having a bright, loving wife and beautiful family, tonight I chose to leave so I can try to start a new life in a new city. I am at a rest area wondering if I should turn around and fix things. Six hours ago I was certain this is...

I masturbated repeatedly to p*** and I used profanity

I cant stop myself from overthinking about him. I f****** hate it.

I j******* to a Sears model named paulina stanek

The forgot the flute I left because I was checking out this chick. My c*** got hard and I started rubbing through my pants. In no time I was c****** in my pants. I completely forgot about the flute at this point. That’s why I feel so guilty.

I left the flute of my flute instructor’s dead wife on the bus, and I haven’t been able to retrieve it. It’s very old, sterling silver and means so much to him…

My former lover was harsh but honest with me when choosing not to reconcile and I’ve used it as a weapon, to erase everything I ever said or did, to recant all my words and feelings and begin to erase her from my personal mythology. She deserves better but I’m...

I stole money from my mother-in-law over two years ago. She was very nice to me but I cannot confess to her as she has passed away. I have no excuses for this.

how can i have stop gay men and lesbian women transgenders trannies etc stop lusting for me? its uncomfortable and I dont want that.

I masturbated to s****** d********* and bisexual p*** and I used profanity became drunk smoked a cigar and overdid vitamin type supplements possibly illegally

Last week, after 10 years of hiding it and feeling guilty I confessed to my cousin that I was in love with her. I wasn’t looking for mutual feelings, I just couldn’t take the guilt anymore. I was convinced that when I finally confessed that everyone would hate me and...

God forgive me for lusting after men s******* and committing adultery in my heart.

before my freshman year ended last year, i was forced to break up with this boy i really liked and we’d been dating for a little over a month. we both made a mistake and our parents don’t want either of us together. i got over him a month after...

I’ve always thought my mom is very attractive. Last Saturday night my mom and I fucked…..

God forgive me again for lusting after my old boss. Help me to not lust after people I encounter in my life.

I’ve intentionally had impure thoughts and I’m tempted to m*********

I lIke a guy who has a gIrlfrIend I:

Kissing and fooling around with my SO’s sister’s boyfriend – never getting drunk with him again. Hurting that family is just not an option.

I touched my baby sisters private
when she was two. I was either 14 or 15 years old.

I just cut myself a lot (not enough to be in danger) because I was feeling empty and weird. I feel guilty about this, but it worked and I feel a lot better.

i feel like im hiding from my mum. i don’t even know if im bi but i think i probably am. i don’t wanna come out unless im sure though, but every time i talk to her i feel like im lying. she keeps asking if i have romantic interests...

Why do people with BPD naturally can’t stand teachers or people who are teachers?