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I had been dating a girl for about a month, and we were about to have s** for the first time for both of us. I had been watching a lot of p*** and had found cuckold p*** where boyfriends and husbands like to watch their women f****** other guys. One video was supposedly about a young guy like me watching his roommate f****** his girlfriend and taking her virginity.
I had decided that even though I really liked this girl, I wanted to watch my roommate take her virginity. So, one Saturday night, we were on my bed making out and I got all of her clothes off. I told her that I had to use the bathroom and left her there lying on my bed. When I went out in the hall, my roommate was standing there. We both stepped into the room together and took our clothes off. My girlfriend just laid there and I kissed her. I told her Tom was going to f*** her first since he already had some experience and I wanted to learn from watching.
Tom got on top of my girlfriend and his c*** entered her p**** a little. Then he pushed and she screamed as he went balls deep into her no longer virgin c***. I watched as Tom fucked her and then groaned when he came inside her.
Tom got off her and I replaced him sticking my virgin c*** into her not virgin hole. She felt so slippery with his c** inside her that I couldn’t last very long and shot my c** in her.
Tom was hard gain and he asked me if he could f*** her again and I asked my girlfriend. She nodded yes and Tom fucked her for a long time until she came and he did also.
I liked watching Tom and several more guys f*** her. After we graduated from college, we got married and have been married for over 50 years.

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আমার মনে হচ্ছে, সে ভালোই-ভালোই মুভ অন করে ফেলেছে। আর আমি… শুধুশুধুই এতগুলো বছর ভেবে, কল্পনায় নষ্ট করলাম। এখনও করি।

অবশ্য, শুরু থেকেই দোষটা আমারই। আমার অন্তত রেজাল্টটা আরেকটু ভালো করা উচিত ছিল। আবার কনফিডেন্ট হওয়া উচিত ছিল। কেউ আমাকে তার সঙ্গে তুলনা করে “ইনফিরিয়র” বললে যে আমি আদৌ “ইনফিরিয়র” নই—এটা ২০২১ সালেই বোঝা উচিত ছিল। কিন্তু কিছু কিছু শব্দ আমি মাথা থেকে ফেলতে পারিনি। আমি খুঁজে বেড়াচ্ছিলাম, কোন কোন দিক দিয়ে আমি তার থেকে ছোট।

বেশ ইন্টারেস্টিং একটা সমস্যা ছিল। আমার উচিত ছিল, কোন কথাগুলো আমাকে কষ্ট দিচ্ছে, সেটা বলা। কিন্তু তার বদলে তৈরি হয়েছিল একটা অন্তর্নিহিত কষ্টের লুপ—সেখান থেকে কষ্ট, অপমান, ইনফিরিয়রিটি কমপ্লেক্স, ফিয়ার অব অ্যাবানডনমেন্ট; তারপর সেখান থেকে রাগ, দূরত্ব, আইসোলেশন…

অবশ্য, সমস্যাটা আমারই।

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