Back when I (27 F now) was in high school there was a girl in one of my classes that I had a crush on but I was afraid to try to talk to her mostly

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Back when I (27 F now) was in high school there was a girl in one of my classes that I had a crush on but I was afraid to try to talk to her mostly because I still hadn’t told anyone that I’m bi. One day I decided to chat her up before class and after a couple weeks we started to talk more and more and I really didn’t know if she even had a bf or anything so I just straight up asked her if she was seeing anybody because I thought it was safest to ask that way in case she’s a hater but I t still don’t wanna chase her away. When she said she wasn’t I was thinking like wow cool I have a chance but obviously I didn’t say it to her so I just told her I’m single too. She just said “cool” and she made this little smile she always did when she said that and it made my heart melt a little. She was so cute. One day I told her that and she was like “thanks I think you are too” which made me smile. I kinda looked at her like a sad puppy and then she asked me “wait, are you into girls?” I told her I was actually into both but more into girls and she did the “cool” and smile thing again. I was so happy that she didn’t run away screaming lol that I forgot to ask if she was also into girls. Which was ok because I was still afraid to push too far so I kinda dropped the subject. Then she asked if I would come to her house on Saturday to hang out.

So I go to her house and she had told me before that her parents were gone for the weekend so we’d be alone but her brother was there which disappointed me because I hadn’t been all that lucky in love and this was just one more time something always came up between me and a girl I liked. She said not to worry about him because he wouldn’t bother us because we were gonna hang out in her room anyway. That made me happy. We go to her room and we’re just talking about different random things when the subject of boys and s** came up and I finally asked her if she was also into girls too. She said she was into girls (swoon!) but liked boys better (aw). At least I still have a chance? Lol. I told her I can relate to that because sometimes it’s nice to have a d*** to play with. That made her laugh. We talked about the different things we’ve done with boys and other girls and even though I was a year younger than her it seemed like I had more experience than her.

This is where it starts to get weird. She asked me if I wanted to fool around a little and if course I was up for it so we start to make out. I noticed that she got a couple text messages while we were alone for the first few minutes but she didn’t respond to them. When the first one came she just looked at it real quick and put her phone down and when the second one came she did the same thing but she kinda huffed and rolled her eyes when she put her phone down and didn’t pick it up again until we started kissing. She said “sorry I have to answer this quick” which I took to mean she was answering whoever sent her the two texts before but I didn’t think much of it at the time so I just shrugged it off and stuck my tongue in her mouth. After a few more minutes of kissing I told her “I wanna go down on you” and she was like “sure go ahead” and pushed my head down. She took her shirt off and I started kissing her belly. I tried to take her bra off but she was like “no leave that on” which disappointed me because I was a solid c cup but hers were a little bigger and I wanted to have fun with them but I figured if I’m getting to lick her p**** I should just be happy with that and worry about her b**** later lol. So she arches her hips off the bed and I pull her jeans and p****** off. She was laying on her back and I was on my belly and still had my clothes on but she was naked from her belly down. As soon as I dipped my tongue into her s** her legs shook abd she moaned a little. That’s when the text messages started up again. After she answered the first time when we were kissing another message came and then she didn’t answer it until I started eating her out. Then a couple more came that she answered quickly. After that she just settled down and let me do my thing but she pulled the blanket over her head. I was like “ooooooo kaaaaayyy” but just let it go because I was having fun. After a couple minutes I heard the bedroom door open and when I turned my head to look I saw her brother standing there stroking his d***. I obviously didn’t know what to do but I didn’t want her to freak out because I was having fun and I figured if she doesn’t know he’s there let him j******* and watch I don’t care as long as I still have her p**** in my mouth. Not gonna lie, it turned me on too, so half joking I pulled my shorts down which was easy to do because they were spandex and I wasn’t wearing p****** then I turned my head and winked at him while I got my knees under me and wiggled my a** a little before going back to her p****. Obviously he knew what I meant because before I knew it he was inside me and his hands were on my hips. As he’s pumping away at me I’m wondering how the hell she doesn’t know he’s here. Maybe she didn’t hear the door open and her head was under the blanket so she couldn’t see but she had to hear my b*** cheeks slapping as he was h****** me plus I was getting pushed into her. But I decided to roll with it because a) it felt good and b) I didn’t want her to freak out and stop us. It was like I was in denial that she knew he was there (how couldn’t she?) and wouldn’t know if I didn’t say anything. None of us said anything or made any noise except a little panting until I had to take a break from licking her because my mouth was getting tired and she said “come on Anonymous keep going! That feels awesome!” That must have been too much for her brother because as soon as he heard her he changed his position a little and began h****** me harder and deeper. His panting turned into grunting and after a minute I started to feel myself having an o***** but before I could he grunted hard a couple times and I felt him bust his nuts inside me before he pulled out. I just kept going on her and after a minute or two her legs started to shake hard while she moaned and clawed at my scalp and had an o***** before just laying flat on the bed and out of breath.

Afterwards, she started crying and told me I had to leave but I told her I needed to use the bathroom, which I did but the real reason was that I didn’t have an o***** yet and I was still all tingly and ready to go. Obviously she wasn’t going to take care of me after her brother was in me so I just went in locked the door and slid a finger in. Normally it was always a little hard to get my finger inside myself so I normally just “flick the bean” but since I was still h**** and wet it went right in. I could feel his c** inside me so I imagined he was f******** me and fantasized about his c*** and I finally had an o***** but I kept it under my breath so she wouldn’t hear it. I was starting to feel guilty about what happened.

I never did talk to her after that. At first I blamed her for what happened because the more I thought about it the more I started to put things together but then it occurred to me that he coulda been instigating the whole thing and using her. When I first walked into her house and saw him he was giving me elevator eyes but he was cute so I said “hiii” in a kinda s*** way and she got scared and dragged me upstairs. Plus the text messages she got I think were probably from him asking if I was ready and the fact that she hid her face and wouldn’t let me take off her bra must have been because she didn’t want to see him doing me d********** or have him see her naked. Who knows what he may of held over her to get her to go along with it? I have no way of knowing if I was the first victim or the last and she may have been just as much a victim of him as me.

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A boy scout seen what the man was doing and ran to tell the man got up and went into the trees telling to just act like I was sleeping and stay silent …..2 men and the boy came back over with flashlights they didn’t care and I told them he is high or afraid of the dark…..they left and the man came back and had me go with him closer to the other boys infactbdirectly into a big tent used by the main staff kept open all year around for events and clergy,and other sports events he put me on the table with my legs hanging down unable to reach the ground then rammed his big fat d*** up my a** as 2 other men looked in the drawn curtain seeing and hearing me moan as impact smacking of meat on meat then the sudden moan /grunt then (SMACK…grunt…SMACK…..oooooh ya! oooh my god!…..Smack…Smack…Smack…high speed hammer increased to a*** warp speed until a near screaming began to go into delayed reactive s** noises as he hammered a massive c** load up my a** I got off the table as they took me out the back then down to a van I had my swim suit my small back pack and deck shoes as the van went down into the campground to some mans trailer we went inside he said hello watching a movie of different boys who get a job are thankful and learn what they must do…..starting with sucking donkey c**** then men ice good at that taking it up the a** they told him what had taken place as he took out his big long d*** but didn’t try to f*** me……yet
He had massive balls without hair he said
I took hits of rock cocaine I had they couldn’t believe it and just watched the man do stuff with his d*** put in a movie of him talking to a boy teaching piano lessons then it clicked into the boy getting lessons at half price if his mom said he could f*** him in his a** she said ok he also had to bring other boys so he did he said did this then began picking up hitch hiking boys
“I hitch hike all the time”
He turned on his camera and said to relive the encounter at the outside grass the idea to go to a nearby park suddenly got real we zoomed over to a park leaving an hour before the sun came up he set up cameras and I lay in the blanket naked and waited but pulled my leg up very high and began feeling my hole but then just laid their I had made c** start leaking out and as the man moved closer uncovered as he whispered to rise on my knees chest down
“your going to take it up the a** while asleep just for a scene ok ”
“ok….just do me hard”
It was the man with big balls his d*** was way bigger then I thought and being raped by it would be very dramatic he got it in which wasn’t easy I had to hold onto the grass h******* and as he rammed in it hurt that’s when his balks assaulted me hurting my nut as he banged my a** then made me ride him bounced me up and down then he stopped and said
“perfect lots to work with then had the original man do the scene word for word it was perfect this time no boy scout he was able to keep pounding he said act like you don’t want it anymore that you were used he took another hour to enjoy the suffering he gave me before his c** load was shot in my face and eyes in my hair everywhere then left saying go to sleep as dawn came I laid their naked a** in full views strangers walked around looking at me a man got down and began touching me when I resisted he threatened me so I just rose up on my knees arched my back and told him to go-ahead and f*** me so he did as well as another man big and black who used to play pro football I told him I wanted his d*** again and sucked down his c** load but couldn’t do it all so it exploded all over me and that’s how it ended…..