So believe it or not when I was 13 years old I met someone from my soul group. He was 14 at the time. We didn’t know how to react to us first meeting in this lifetime because we were so young. So in this lifetime I lost my virginity to him at 13 after about 4 to 5 months of knowing him. As adults we are not in a relationship now. Unfortunately we aren’t even friends anymore. He was in the army & came back with severe mental struggles he deals with. This modern lifetime has luxuries, but even with those luxuries it doesn’t make up for stuff missing from our past life I guess. I mean this man in my past life was my husband & as a viking he went on plenty of raids. He came back happy with no problems. He unfortunately did die in battle in our past life. That is why it haunted him in our current lifetime. He was trying to wait to get back with me if he survived from being in the army come to find out. I had no knowledge of that & was already taken. Maybe in our next lifetime things will work out for us. If not then regardless we will survive. I didn’t even realize all of this until last year & it was way too late. You don’t always remember your past lives in time is all I got.