When I was staying with Mike and Rachel one summmer… Rachel his wife raped me. I didn’t want that but why did she make me c**? It’s always been hard for me to c** but Rachel masde me c** like 3 times. I was 21yrs old when Rachel raped me. I didn’t tell anyone. Why did I c** when she raped me? I can’t c** or have an o***** now unless it’s like rough or feels like I’m being raped. whats wrong with me