Nope… That didn’t work.
But today, in real life, downtown, I saw a mature woman, maybe mid-late 50’s, and attractive woman (I’m 48) silver shoulder length hair, well dressed, probably walking to a bank or something like that, work downtown, short skirt, bare legs and sandals, painted toes, an attractive woman. She gave me enough of a chubby it looked as though I was smuggling a banana in my pants. I had to pause for a minute and think about Rambo slaughtering Viet Con before proceeding.
Your story is too fucked up and boring to do anything. I could even read it past the first 2 sentences. I skimmed and saw “meth” and that was it.
You’re a real f****** loser, you know that?