well i had s** with my aunty, have to get it off my chest because it happened so randomly, i like to think it all started maybe 5-7 years ago. this is my moms sister by the way. When i was in my early to mid 20s, i stopped going to family events for years after my first break up, i became the outcast, the black sheep or what ever you want to call it , deep down my ex destroyed me. but thats a different story, bottom line, i just was absent and i guess i felt shame of failing, because my moms side is such a Christianly type family , not so much religious, if that makes sense, but gives off that appearance. jolly and proper might explain it better.

any ways i always gave kisses kind of on the cheek/corner of the lip. as a form of greetings to the females in my family. my aunty always perked up to get her kiss. ill skip most of the build up, but more and more visits, the more and more she would come looking for her kiss.

wasnt until a few years ago that i noticed her interest in me suddenly spike. and it was on Christmas eve that when i said my good byes after a family party, instead of her kissing me on the corner of the mouth i got a wet neck kiss.

kind of caught me off guard but i just went with it to not make things awkward. wasnt until the drive home that i started wondering if she had some attraction for me.

fast forward to just recently , a few years after those events. we had to temporarily leave our condo because they were doing major maintinence of the building.

so of course i went to stay with my aunty and uncle at their house. he went to the lake at the time to bring the boat in so it was just me and my aunty home. the first day i went straight to bed when i got there, and things were pretty normal for a few days, i didnt really see her alot because of work , and when i got back i usually just went straight to sleep or laid down.

it wasnt until friday night that this all happened. they have a fancy U shaped couch in the basement that i was sleeping on. and it was pretty late, i was drinking a case of beer and my aunty was upstairs watching something on the tv , of course drinking wine.

when her show was over she came downstairs to say good night, she was only wearing a robe , and of course she perked her lips , i could tell she was a bit drunk because of how she continuously talks non stop.

anyways, she said ” come give me a kiss im going to bed” i got up and went to give her a kiss. and was met with a slow tounge kiss. she giggled when it happened. but went for seconds. i dont know why i went along with it, i mean my aunt is not bad looking for like a 50 plus year old, i guess the who not wanting to make things awkward kicked in so i just went with it.

any ways , she opened her robe and put my and on her crotch and quickly pushed me back onto the couch and told me she wants to s*** my c***. it happened , then she hopped on top and well we basically stayed like that until i finished.

after that she said ” i better wash that out before your uncle notices” and laughs then she said good night and went up stairs.

i left for work at 6am , and i havent been back to her house since. i told her that im working at a camp for then next week so i wouldnt be back for a while.

i dont know how i feel about the situation. i feel more worried that everyone will find out then anything.

it felt good, it was very exotic and i dont feel grossed out, just getting caught puts heavy weight on my shoulders. which makes me feel guilty.

anyways , im almost certain this will happen again if i go back. so im just going to play it safe and avoid that situation for a long time.