about last night , so my friend was preaching on to me and I said look , I am not that busy right now. Just completed a law unit and risk assessment unit in aviation and don’t know what the crap I will do with it cuz I am more interested in other things really. I’m dedicated to academia in some small way. I am also hampered in with hauntings. but you can always listen in if you want to. I am not holding out for a hero if that is what you are worried about. Of course I wish them well as they were heading off for their first day on the job. I thought he would make a good looking police officer when I seen a man blusting the uniform in LA and I thought …. HMMMM. its you! I had to apologise to the bike dude some how soon, cuz my mother has got a bilateral breast cancer and covid and I was really stressed out. so I feel bad yelling out in anger . Trust me to be the female jerk out of all my anger. I even cried in the shower, thinking you are a s*** head when you do that , to myself , that part of me I hate so much that rarely comes out and I am like, f***, tell yourself off why don’t you , you could be nicer and see it from someone elses’ side some time. so chill over the dam bike.