I was the drug addicts little boy. The one that everyone on the street knew because my dad would get black out drunk and high on whatever he could get his hands on and yell so loud all the neighbors knew he was trippin. One time he was tripping and he kept calling me some girls name and kept trying to push me onto his bed. He held my head down and put an arm underneath my stomach and pulled my a** in the air while his other hand held my head down onto the bed. My face squished in the pillows, he started pushing his d*** on my a** and got hard and then he spit on his hand, wiped it on his d*** and then forced his d*** inside of me. I was 10 years old. I was small and weak. He fucked me until he came inside of me like 3 times for like 4 hours straight. He went to jail and my grandma moved in to watch me since my grandfather had died and she was lonely. She forgets stuff all the time and can’t even remember I’m here or gone half the time, so I stayed out playing with friends at the playground not even 10 minutes from our house. When word got out that my dad had raped me when he was trippin people started to give me a lot more attention than normal. They asked me a lot of questions and some of the older guys in the neighborhood would call me a w**** joking. It still hurt my feelings. I was at the park late one night and my friend had just went home a few houses down the road, when a group of the older boys walked up. I hid on the top of the slides as they talked below me. They talked about f****** a girl and how they all took turns and came inside her back to back after each other. They were saying how it was so cool to all f*** the same b**** taking turns. My foot slipped and they heard my shoe on the slide. They all ran up and grabbed me by my shirt and asked what all I heard them say. I told them I didn’t hear anything and they got mad. “We know you heard us!” And I said “Ok. I heard you say y’all fucked the same b****.” And the guys got mad. “We ain’t gay bro. We fucked the girl! Not each other.” One said. “I didn’t think that” and he pushed me into the rail at the top of the slide. “You’re the little w**** who’s dad fucked him. Ain’t you?” And they laughed at me. They started talking about how a grown man had raped me and made me his b****. I was mad but I couldn’t do anything with them holding me against the rail by my shirt. One guy lifted my shirt in the front and said “You got b**** like a b****?” And they laughed as he pulled my shirt above my noodles and touched my chest. “Wonder if you got a p**** like a b**** too.” Another said and he started to pull my shorts down. “Stop!” I said. But they kept laughing pulling my clothes off. “Bro, you think he’s got a tight p****?” One guy said as he turned my towards the rail pushing my back forcing me to bend over the rail. “I bet he does.” The other one said. “One way to find out!” The last one said and then they pulled my underwear down to my ankles. “Hold his arms down.” One said, as the other two grabbed an arm each holding them with both of their hands. The guy behind me spread my legs with his legs as he pulled his pants down and I felt his d*** flop on the top of my b*********. “Don’t make any noise or I’ll choke you harder.” The guy said as he reached an arm up and put his hand around my little throat, closing his hand around my throat tight enough where I could hardly breathe or make a noise. I heard him spit in his hand and then I felt something wet touch my b*******. His fingers pushing the spit on my b*******. Then his d*** moved to my b******* and he said “Hold him tight boys.” And the guys squeezed my hands down to the rail as the boy behind me pushed his d*** inside of me. The pain was so bad I gasped and lost my breath. I couldn’t breathe for a minute straight choking as he gripped my throat squeezing me too hard, shoving his d*** as deep as he could go inside of my a**.. “S*** bro. You’re right as f***.” He said as he pulled his d*** out and pushed it back in. “God you feel so good.” He said as the other two laughed holding me down. Tears streamed down my face, falling over the top of the playground hitting the ground below us. “That’s my tears..” I thought. But then I saw the light hit the sand below us and the sand was red. (Blood?) I freaked out. I squirmed and he choked me harder. The boys held my hands tighter and the boy r***** me starting slamming into me harder than before. He was moaning really loudly and his other hand was holding onto my head let go and he grabbed me by my waist with both hands and pulled me into his d*** as he slammed it inside of me deeper and harder. “I’m gonna c**! F***! Ahhh! Mmm! F*** yeah!” He came inside of me so deep I could practically feel his c** like lava shooting into my stomach.