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about three months ago someone i far-too-confidently call the love of my life broke up with me under the assumption he was aromantic. three weeks ago i began dating someone new.

theyre both friends through me, and hanging out together had my old boyfriend come back to me and tell me he was wrong and he misses me more than anything. we all three talked it over and for about a week everything seemed perfect. i had two boyfriends who communicated their needs with me and both made me happy.

last night the one who came back to me told me he can’t be with me anymore. i can only assume polyamory isn’t for him and that’s okay, but i’m so worried about losing my best friend. i love the newer boyfriend so much but something in me keeps telling me to leave him for the old boyfriend. they both make me happy in different ways. even if i’m not dating them i want them in my life. they’re my family. i love them.

i have to keep the peace and i feel like i want to explode.

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