I don’t know why.
All I can sum it up to is a need for a new experience and stress. There’s a truth to the rawest times of your life and it makes you feel awake.
I decided to prostitute myself on a whim and ended up doing a t** w*** for £40 the man met me at the hotel and he smelt bad. I did the business and he came quickly. He then left and I washed my chest.
I wonder why the f*** I did it and cheapened myself. Maybe it was a kind of self harm.
