so um for context *in the 4th-grade im in 8th now* I had gone to this school from kindergarten to the 4th grade cause I had to move* so in the 4th grade i had a lot of friends ok..and i would even go as far to call some them my BSF and one of them I’m gonna call Aiden for personal reasons we were BSF’s since kindergarten and he was also dating my other friend who we will call charlie for personal reasons and me and charlie were friends since 2nd grade (shes a pretty cool person ngl) and so one day i was on the swings and Aiden came up to me and said the three-letter word the words i barely heard from other than my family the word that i was not used to…you guessed it lindas and theodores he said ¨hey jacari¨
and i said ¨what do you wan-¨ before i could even finish my sentence he said ¨i love you¨ so he says that and i just stare at him and i..ran like ran the heck off the swings…he chased me ofc and you might be thinking ¨girl..why did you run?¨ because i might have sorta kinda developed feelings but i didn’t say anything cause 1 he’s dating one of my friends 2.hes my best friend and to me that was the cheery on top for me to bounce and i might have sorta been out of it cause i accidently took to many pills for my meds so i wasn’t thinking straight so now back to the story so i ran right..and he chased me next thing i knew he tried to hug me it backfired ofc and now everyone saw this so basically people at school would tease us about it and i was a nerous wreck since i kinda sorta had a small crush on him and then get this so charlie is a walker and me and aiden are car riders ok so one day he wasn’t in the car rider line and that was also the day i was gonna try and talk about what happened but he wasn’t there and the day he wasn’t there is also the day something happened so charlie said that aiden told her to um ¨take her underwe@r¨ off and then her and some group of girls (myself included) went to tell the counselor i kinda didn’t wanna go and some girl who shall not be named kinda saw him ¨touching¨ himself a couple times and i had to tell the counselor that because luck is not on my side ig anyways we had too tell the counselor and i dunno if he got in trouble but now lets skipp all the teasing the whole grade did to me and him and lets go to the last day of school and our school did this ¨water park thing¨ and this small crush i had kinda grew worst as i saw this dude shirtless and his hair wet….(i know i was only in 4th grade but still) so now its the end of the day and we kinda sorta some how just stared at each other to the point i didn’t even realise it while we were waiting to be picked up and then i got called so i was waiting for my dads car to come up and then aiden comes up cause he got called and he had to stand sorta next to me then we sorta just looked away and ignored each other then when it came to leave i had planned to tell him the i love him to and sorry for the late response and leave and move and never see him again but that ofc didn’t happed and ended in me stealing looks and lowkey thirsting over him and uh i didn’t say this before but charlie and him kinda ended it and he said that when he said ¨i love you¨ he meant as a friend but it was like he was lying but anyways i got picked up and i sorta whispered i love you but i don’t think he heard it so um yeah