I’m married but I want to have lesbian s** so bad. I f*** myself everyday thinking about eating out a girl in public. I go to he bars and will dance with girls and grind but I wont do anything else. I just fantasize about it. I love my husband and I love to f*** him but I want more. I don’t want him involved either. I just want to f*** the hot girls I hangout with in public, like in the bathroom at a bar. or even go to a hotel room. its like life is tempting me too, women are constantly trying to f*** me. With women I’m definitely a dom, I like to be in charge and f*** them. I’m gonna f*** myself tonight thinking about f****** one of my friends while were out drinking. ugh last weekend this girl I just met wouldn’t stop asking me to make out, I’m gonna fantasize about railing her little p**** in that dirty bar we were at. I had my first several s***** interactions with girls when I was young, one girl who was my best friend used t make me eat her out over her clothes until she came. I love it, she made her older sister sit on my lap and make out with me once too. She make me s*** her t******. god I’m so h**** just thinking about it. I want to f*** random girls so bad I’m gonna explode. I’m f******** myself right now. I like to call lesbian p******** lines and let random women make me squirt all over the bed when my husband isn’t home. I’m not a cheater and I couldnt hurt my husband by f****** someone. I don’t want him to look at or touch other women either so that’s my biggest problem. If I was okay with it I would suggest an open marriage but if I ever saw a woman touch him id beat her a**. God I’m so frustrated.