What a radical shift in my f****** mood. I was pissed off all day in bed. Then, I just sat here for like an hour absent-mindedly playing Dragon Age with some charged healing crystals I got for christmas sitting on the table next to me and my entire state of mind and mood have shifted radically for the better. Time to do some mushrooms with these healing crystals in my pocket. I want the universe to just plug a headphone jack into my soul and blast me with knowledge. I feel so close to some sort of realisation or epiphany. It’s time for me to evolve like a f****** pokemon. It only took 1 day to break the cycle this time. I aint staying down ever again. F*** THIS MISERY. IM DONE WITH IT. LET THE LIGHT BURN OUT MY RETINAS AND REDUCE ME TO ASHES SO THAT I MAY BE REBORN AS I SHOULD BE. HOLY SPIRIT TAKE ME NOW. I AM THE MOTHERFUCKING PHOENIX RISING!
