Decades after I got married I came to fantasize about sucking another man’s p****. In time quite desperately. I can’t bring myself to cheat on my wife. So I am racked with guilt.
Then one day at work I was going through some of these thoughts one quiet afternoon at work when I was alone. Then I went to turn out the lights. A guy who works in the back hollered for me to turn the lights back on. I went over to apologize and then realized he was flushed bright red. Uh oh! Rather than thinking all that stuff, I had spoken it. He knew! If I had explained myself, my wife would have noticed me panicking and drawn the whole lurid story out of me.
I could tell he was interested too. We never spoke, but he suggested we join the company softball team and other interactions.
And he was so attractive …