This is my first time saying this out loud, but I had s** with my mom. I am not lying, it was the weirdest experience I ever had in my life. I grew up my whole life just my mom and I. We were very close and we told each other everything. My mom has depression and she had a bit of a drinking problem. To give you perspective. I don’t have many friends or even talk to women. My mom was the only one I ever talked to. I cried multiple times to her about how life s****.. so 6 months before this moment I started jerking off to my mom. It was a habit I was trying to break, but I couldn’t. My mom wore revealing stuff and she had b*******. It was getting really bad and I told her what was going on and she got mad at me. It only got worse. I started really sexualizing my mom. Telling her about how her t*** looked good. She would get really upset at me. One night she told me that I had to stop doing these things, but I told her I really can’t stop. She kinda just looked at me weird and got up and left. One night she gets drunk downstairs and I was playing video games. I go down stairs to get a snack and also to get a look at my mom. She looks at me and tells me to come over. She looks me straight in the eyes and says word for word “Do you really want to f*** me?” I nodded my head. 40 minutes later I had fucked my mom and cummed into her mouth. After that night I was feeling awesome and she was feeling the exact opposite. She is kinda distant now. We haven’t had s** again. Idk what to do. Kik departmentgoodz