He’s being a lot nicer and actually doing chores after I started living like I was single and ended up getting more done than he and I usually do together. I’m giving less concern to his temper tantrums and telling him no when he wants to spend unnecessarily and our lives are actually improving, so far. I don’t really have a Daddy anymore. He says the lines but you can hear the lack of confidence and power behind it. It was a lot sexier when he didn’t ask how he was doing or what’s wrong, because he was doing me fine until he started f****** asking. I really need someone to give me that sort of stability, confidence, and strength, but I’m busy taking care of a little that won’t even reward me the title that goes with that care. I don’t want to be in my own control anymore. It’s so much energy and I need a break. I just want to not think and do what I’m told by someone that wants what’s best for me.
