Ya know?… it's absurd. What a fucking absurd 20 years.... There's so much bullshit. It's absurd to me after this much time, I know some guy, not even a

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Ya know?… it’s absurd. What a f****** absurd 20 years….

There’s so much b*******. It’s absurd to me after this much time, I know some guy, not even a friend at anytime, an past acquaintance, I had no idea while it was happening, I did question it once or twice but the thought of it seemed…. well, absurd…. Inhavent spoken to her in years, I never planned to, I’m done, I’m literally moving on, I want to move on, I speak nothing of into anyone, not a word, I’m moving on, I still don’t speak a word, as far as I’m concearned it never happened and it’s a bit embarassing too, I never breathe a word about it, but the key is I didn’t really get along with him, he didn’t really like me, he was a d*** for no reason a lot of the time, behind my back too, a lot of gossip, he had some aggravation towards me, which is fine, I’m not Mr friendly 24/7 especially around a d*** like that who has no power over me, I was never afraid of him, I keep oeace and let it be if its called for. Like I said we weren’t buds, but then the time is up and I don’t need to be around the guy anymore, which again is fine and then years later this pathetic guy is standing there looking at me and at her and then going “duh… what is wrong with you? Wake up. She is a prize. Kill yourself, so I can get some action. I’m a nice guy” this same guy is standing there, looking at me, looking at her, looking at us… it’s absurd. What is even more absurd is he’s not alone. Can you say…. you have just entered….. the twilight zone… at least I wasn’t buds with this guy. And FTR if it were reversed, I am not touching anything he touched. I’m certainly not chasing one.

Completely absurd to me at this point. In 2021.

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I know everything is over but still why do I miss you so much. As if it ended without ending.
The rushes pain me why couldn’t I forget. No doubt I have controlled my feelings, my thoughts but couldn’t wiped off a single moment. In my mind everything is etched so deeply I bleed literally when my mind stops working and my heart takes over.. Damn!!! Why does love make us cry so much..

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My older brother is very successful and has built a nice house out in the country. The house has a pool and a picnic area in the middle of the woods with a shelter house, brick bbq grill, and fire pit. Last weekend we had a family reunion. After swimming in the pool I walked back down to the picnic area. It was dark by now and a fire was burning in the pit. I sat at one of the tables in the shelter, still in my bikini when my nephew (19) came over and sat next to me. We talked a little while everyone else was sitting around the fire. At one point he put his hand on my thigh. I didn’t think much of it until he started rubbing my leg. A few minutes later he was rubbing the inside of my thigh and every few minutes his hand would move farther up between my legs. I got caught up in the excitement of the forbidden so I spread my legs just a little bit. The closer he got to my p**** the wetter I got. I gasped a little as he touched me through my bikini bottoms, then reached over under the table and ran my hand across the front of his shorts. I gave him a little squeeze as he pushed my bikini aside and found my c***. It was so exciting that I had an o***** in maybe 3 mintues at the most. After he finished me I slid my hand inside his shorts and gave him a h*******. I can still feel his warm c** on my hand and it makes me wet again.