All my life i have done the right thing good husband hard worker and lately with this fucked up society and the constant make everyone feel like shit

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All my life i have done the right thing good husband hard worker and lately with this fucked up society and the constant make everyone feel like s*** about your life and worry about some b******* its not freedom but almost for a month now i take off my f****** halo and do something i want. he is a 26yr old man i know very little about except how good he fucks me in a car. we dont email text or take pics. he is married also and this is the third friday where we have met in a dark parking spot in the back of an abandoned building and we have about an hour of unprotected s** and we dont talk except for the heavy breathing grunting and me screaming f*** my a** with your married d*** and i let him c** in me. this morning we were both fully n*** sweaty from the s** positions and hearing and feeling him f*** me is such a turn on. the spot we f*** is so dark the only light is from his lights on his dashboard and i love to look back and see him f****** me and his hands squeezing my a**. we both hide it and i have no plans of stopping. i still have s** with my wife but i am thinking about him f****** me. its a great release of all the stress.

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This engagament to my fiancé is too long and, I’ll say it, pointless. I wish I had a baby but my partner stutters and I’m still not ready for marriage because I’m a narcissistic abuse survivor. Part of me wants to sleep around, the other part wants to get pregnant. But I don’t know with whom I really want to get pregnant by. My father passed away six months ago, I’ve been gaining weight and I’m on psychiatric meds and metformin because I have insulin resistance. My fiancé used to be a virgin before he met me, but I already had three sᴇxᴜᴀʟ partners. I cheated on my fiancé with an emotinally abusive sociopath ex-boyfriend of mine. He doesn’t know about cheating and me having multuple partners before we started a relationship. He proposed to me on my 27th birthday, out of a sudden, in public, in the presence of my late father. I said “Yes,” but now I really don’t know what to do.

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My older brother is very successful and has built a nice house out in the country. The house has a pool and a picnic area in the middle of the woods with a shelter house, brick bbq grill, and fire pit. Last weekend we had a family reunion. After swimming in the pool I walked back down to the picnic area. It was dark by now and a fire was burning in the pit. I sat at one of the tables in the shelter, still in my bikini when my nephew (19) came over and sat next to me. We talked a little while everyone else was sitting around the fire. At one point he put his hand on my thigh. I didn’t think much of it until he started rubbing my leg. A few minutes later he was rubbing the inside of my thigh and every few minutes his hand would move farther up between my legs. I got caught up in the excitement of the forbidden so I spread my legs just a little bit. The closer he got to my p**** the wetter I got. I gasped a little as he touched me through my bikini bottoms, then reached over under the table and ran my hand across the front of his shorts. I gave him a little squeeze as he pushed my bikini aside and found my c***. It was so exciting that I had an o***** in maybe 3 mintues at the most. After he finished me I slid my hand inside his shorts and gave him a h*******. I can still feel his warm c** on my hand and it makes me wet again.