I am a Muslim girl and I still Live at Home with my Parents

I’m in college and haven’t graduated yet. My father has always been very strict because we are Muslim and I am a girl. He has become even more dominate now that I am in college. I am not allowed to have a boyfriend and must be home quickly after class. I feel most uncomfortable because my father examines me to make sure that I am a virgin and not having a boy. He examines my c******* to be sure it is not red and swollen. Most Muslim girls have their c******* removed to prevent self abuse. I have rubbed mine but my father does not know that I abused it. I hope he will not have it cut out. I want to get married to a nice Muslim man who wants a girl who still has a c*******.