This weekend having undergone a lot of stress from the month, I came down to the obvious notion that I needed to relieve myself not through masterbation or meditation, but rather feeling liberated. I spent the first day streaming movie s** scenes while beating off to get an excitement going, but the whole thing had become routine that I had to try newer methods to starve off my s** appeal. Sunday I tried walking around naked in the apartment complex and I felt comfortable with my body and seeing how much handsome I am in my mid 30s. I spent an entire two hours walking and laying around with no clothes on, until the feeling of liberation died off and I put my clothes back on.
