Hi: Yes Yes Yes NO LOL I will break it down for ya so please read on..

What ive been working on lately is trying to be more h**** more often So when he gets home from work I’m his h**** little prize at the end he gets to come home to, he works hard
to take good care of us and our home and deserves a nice reward, when they ask him to stay over and work a double he says nope I gotta go home and get layed and means it hehe
Husband says for him its a turn on to have someone that knows what they like and want and goes after it almost constantly I like cuming and he likes getting me there so it works for us 🙂

Decided to post it cause I don’t feel judged or like you are just reading what I’m saying and thinking I’m making it up the whole time or whatever and if I’m wrong about this then please don’t tell me k

Anyways getin h**** so far whats working is using the c*** sucker thingy, if were not doing it I’m thinking about it when I can, I’m the random women that made the comment “No p****** under my dress was makes me feel super s***” a couple weeks ago
just left out that its me at home on Husbands day off giving him easy access anytime he wants this makes me h**** and if he gets to talking too much a I just flash p**** at him and tell him I’ve got better things he can do with his mouth so he takes me to the bedroom 🙂
I’ve got a new outfit to pick up at the post office tomorrow he doesn’t know I ordered not gonna let him see till I put it on not “school girl” something I know he will like fish nets and guarder belt an a new hopefully short enough sun dress (I have another guarder belt some ware that I used to put on some but not sure ware I hid it lol)
so bought a new one, used to dress up more often in our earlier years speaking of then we spent our fist year of marriage naked whenever we were at home cause why not hehe, sometimes I wore make up he says he likes the way I do mine very little just enough to bring out my natural beauty but pretty much never use it yep i’m the no make up girl from yesterday haha he likes to tell me I “Look as fine as a new set of snow tires” lol some people are like you would compare her to snow tires, he says when you’ve got a fresh layer of that nasty white stuff on the ground think about how nice a new set of snow tires would be mostly I think hes just trying to be funny, lately just been goin w/ naked..

The past 2 years ive been working on my diet to lower my blood sugar and I lost about 46lbs he says I can go down another 20 and I’ll be at my pre pregnancy weight that we haven’t seen in 18 years
but he would rather I not drop anymore then that as he thinks there is such a thing as too skinny and dose not want to feel like he is f****** a skeleton.. lol so when my weight gets there I’ll have to start working out or something to try and keep from losing anymore I’ll worry about that when I get there
I was around 168 and felt a little chubby but fat or thin or whatever never really been a thing for me I’m comfortable with who I am and he can take it or not this is the only time I’ve ever dieted in my life and only doing it for my health

He had planed to take 3days off for this 3 weeks and spend them f****** me, but uh Sat he found out there is covid at his work and he began having symptoms Sun started having a fever yesterday and since I’m type 2 diabetic hes still trying to keep from giving it to me
but damn it hes gonna have to give me some tonight its been 3 days and batin’s okay but sometimes it just leaves me wanting more might have to get out the toys and try yo do some stuff on my own don’t do it much cause p****’s stronger then my arm and will knock it outta my hand

(yes I read your salt water remedy I’m too chicken to try that though I might if I start having symptoms don’t know yet)

Hands are a thing for me its from when I was around 14 and my 2 friends and I talked about boys and the stuff we had planed that we were gonna do one day, and I found out that most guys erect are around the same size as there hands from there wrist to
the tip of middle finger, so when watching tv or Movies I use there hand sizes to Gage if id want them to f*** me or not then go from there with that.. tried p*** eh it doesn’t really do much for me watching vaginal f****** kinda dose..
at night when I’m having trouble falling asleep I have a few on going fantasy’s that help a little, I started this trick to fall asleep when I was a kid back then it was other story’s I made up and my younger sister and I used to call it “think wink” and we would tell each other the stuff we thought up..

“you know it is not pee, which tastes a bit like vinegar, but c** fluid, from your c***” IDK Ive not tasted Pee Husband says hes had some spladder on him and forgot and licked it off his lip is how hes tasted it lol
I have tasted my fluid as its hit me in the face a few/lot of times mouth eye yeah I give myself facels lol thinking about wearing a face shield haha its kinda salty waterish type flavor he likes salt and thought about salting my lips to lick off but was afraid it might burn so this works for him lol
the slimier white stuff taste a little different not gonna describe it right now lol well cause id have to go work some up and taste since its been a while since I tasted any

“The hot spot I referred to, is the mound of hard flesh at the top of the outside of your v*****, it might even be where you pee out, I’ve never really looked to see, the results there, pave the way to going down further and that was the only motivation for me to do that first, me being a male and all.”
Yep that is the c*** area and yeah ware the pee comes out..

“Get hubby to lift a t** and nuzzle, lick, lightly s*** and caress that area, around the underneath of your t** with his tongue and you will start orgasming, just from that, because there are lots of nerve endings under each t** and stimulating them will get you going and when you start to o*****,
hubby can move around your t** to your n***** and s*** and gently bite that as you o*****, to heighten your experience, then down to where he was before and more of the same.”
Hes a p**** guy (says he can remember wanting P**** when he was just 5yo he was pullin his pud since that age lol shootin blanks off in the bathroom at school)
Hes not ah b*** man at all I’ve tried to get him to go there as I know it would work for me but hes only done it a little and likes to go straight to P****
That is what her name would be if we gave her one its because he likes the way I say it, and especially when I tell him what I want him to do to it 🙂 Guess I could play with em more might start idk

“orgasmic oblivion” yep I refer to this as c****** silly or not really sure what to name it, gets to a point when I’m honestly not thinking anything and just in a state of um well uh relaxation and ah this is awesome also kinda hard to describe..
other reason for talking this out was I need some dialog.. for when I’m cuming Husband likes the sound of my cuming voice and wants me to try and talk more but uh since my mind is floating some ware over there riding out this moment of perpetual bliss its hard to think
he suggested counting but that feels silly and I forget why I was counting lol also just the act of talking is a little difficult since I’m outta breath
Thought about saying out loud everything going on in my brain but that feels a little silly, its mostly just oh yeah that feels good like that don’t stop go faster faster oh god don’t stop I’m cuming, oh WOW again already okay here we go then nothing lol
I don’t count how many I have in one night I just c**, Husband kinda wanted me to and tell him how many that was sometimes its one nice long one sometimes its 1-5 little ones in a row, during each cool down then he will keep track and tell me at the end of the month hes better at keeping up then I am so we might next month
he found it kinda funny that I didn’t know how many times I had done it for how many ever hours we did..

“This particular female used to scream her lungs out” LOL nice story I like it..
well if I do go to v******* on lips arousal as you’ve suggested, screaming would not work for husband as hes told me one time when he was with a screamer he put a pillow over her head and told her to shut up it was hurting his ears she made him stop and wouldn’t do it anymore lol
he went to the living room ware his friend said well that just lets you know your doing a good job, husband said nope doesn’t work for me..
I’ve started shopping for a v******* not found the one I want yet but I’ll be sure to get some Vaseline for lube when I do..

I do make a sort of grunting/moan type of noise mostly breathing hard though and just c****** grin…
we live out in the country rn away from people its pretty nice, and I do have some little’s that are in there rooms for the night so can’t be screaming unless I want them to come see why uh nope..

“s** with a man when it is all about him f****** you and c****** in you and that’s it” yep that would get boring lol he pulls out as our main birth control I’m planning to send him to get a vasectomy soon though as were both done having kids the 3 are enough
he says he might still pull out though guess we will see but feel 40me 45him is too old to be having anymore the 22yrs we’ve spent f****** nearly everyday only had the 3 we wanted, he says pulling out is all about the timing so I leave that to him lol
we did take about a year break from the toys when I said I was done trying to get to 5hrs its the last time we did 3hrs and now he says if I want to try that again we will have to get a machine for it cause his shoulders ruined and he can’t throw for s*** now oops
it was horrible lol still fucked nearly everyday I gave him head and he got me off f******** but just didn’t spend enough time there, we got started on the daily toy play cause its what he wanted for his birthday this year so told him I would do 12days for sure and we did 14
Aug was a hit and miss with melting the toy and some other stuff we ended up only going 9 days I think it was Sept eh see above lol

“If you don’t want to punish him for ever, then wait until he is relaxed and not paying attention to you and line up and kick him hard in the balls and tell him afterwards, that was his punishment for not stopping when you told him too and the next time he does not,
he will know what to expect and I bet you, he never will take advantage of you, that way, ever again” Ah hahahahahaha thank you I will keep this in mind if he needs punished, Yes he knows to stop when I’m done its why we only made it to 4hrs one time and will likely not get to his 5hr goal he set for us back then
also he doesn’t argue with me about anything cause he doesn’t want to get cut off, truth is I can’t cut him off cause I would be denying myself and id probably cave first lol, see when we were dating I told him my life plans was to find someone that loved f****** as much as I do and spend the rest of my life doing it everyday and well he decided to hold me to it so the only times we didn’t was the recovery time after each pregnancy, now we skip it now and then and I don’t really like 1st and 2nd day of period cause of cramps, he admitted there were about 10-15 days in there he didn’t really want to but wasn’t about to look a gift horse in the mouth and end the streak him getting sick and throwing up one day is what brought that 750day streak to an end..
I’m NOT saying hes never pissed me off anyone that lives together is going to have bumps, just I’m not a thunder c*** and I let things go and get on with life and as long as he sticks to the two main rules for the both of us, NO BEATING OR CHEATING were good lol

“The kinda a spongie thing area is at the other end of your c*** tunnel, on the lower side and there is a pad, just inside the opening of your c*** on the bottom as well. if you massage those, you will get a positive reaction, when, if you think about it, your Hubbies prick should massage those areas while he is f****** you,
but if you don’t have the sensitivity there, then you probably won’t notice it, however if he massages the outside pad or the inside your c*** pad, exclusively, then you will feel and enjoy orgasms from there too.”

Yep He dose this a lot well hes licking/sucking c*** and lips it works 🙂

“If he feels deep into your c***, he might feel a shape like a male p**** head” Yep this is the cervix he spends enough time in there he knew I was pregnant w/ our 2nd before I took a test from the way it felt, had someone a work not believe him so he took the test in and showed her lol, Now it cant take a direct pounding as this will cause cramps for me,
and it moves during my cycle so we have to finger out ware it is before we start lol, some days he hits it wrong just f****** hes around 8 1/2 don’t reamber around but largest man around ive had lol anyways we change position if this happens..
yep there is an area it that feels really good when its hit just right and we do sometimes have to reposition to get it, we do that only thing is it gets sore quicker then other areas so the next day its not so great maybe I should try putting some Vaseline on it at the end of the night so sometimes we avoid it for a night then go back to it the next

“ideally to get that depth of penetration, you need to be laying on your bed with your legs wide open” I’ll have to disagree with you on this one beds are one of the worst places for f****** there too bouncy for us, floors put a blanket down first and the couch with a couple 2×4 pieces 2 high under the middle cushion will get me at the right level and possession
then you need something water proof were using a yoga mat rn then put towels on it to soak up all the fluid thats going to be flying around it can get rather messy lol also have a strap to hang from the ceiling for my right leg if I get tiered holding of it up my left is over his shoulder most the time well he is sitting on the floor..

“I have always wanted to fist a woman, but I have never met any that would let me, however, remember that the baby’s head and body comes out of your c*** hole, so with practice and lubrication, you should be able to loosen it up to get your fist in comfortably and Hubby’s fist afterwards, which will allow him to easily
m********* you from the very inside of your c***, which should be an awesome experience too.” yep we have done this a few times takes a bit to get it in there and a lot of lube but once it there Oh my go you have no idea lol ive been thinking this is what we should do next time
I do kinda feel bad for the maid that had to clean our room we were in a motel the first time we did this, my sister and her baby were in the other bed and we were trying to be quiet and I kept telling him more fingers and it just happend no lube that time it was all me and I had taken a bath that night so I think soaking a bit in the hot water first made it easier
but I didn’t mean to leave a wet spot like that oops sorry random maid that had to clean our room..

oh and I know all about pushing the baby’s out I used drugs so didn’t feel much, first that stupid student dr butchered me Husband says he wanted to punch her when he saw her cut me like that went too far into the side of my a****** number 2’s hurt for 2 years then didn’t do verry good with the stitchs I felt them come out when I got in the car to go home went in about a week later
after Husband had a look at it and they were just like it will heal wouldn’t even stitch it up 🙁 after that 2 years later 2nd child dr gave me a small cut to keep it from tearing and an extra stitch so p**** healed properly, 3rd 5yrs later was 9lbs 14oz slipped right out after the nurse jumped on me and pushed his solder under my pelvic bone no cutting rips or tears, but the dumb asses wouldn’t litcen to me and induce
labor that day told me I had to wait till the next week tried to tell them he was big enough and needed to be born hes 10 now.. but my body knew better and I started labor on my own..

“Making your own toys is a great way to go” yep best thing is you don’t have to shop for them you can just make what you have in mind and use it right away, they have not ALL been winners a few were only used one time but anything can be a d**** if your brave enough *Grin
I do have a design in mind I would like to see made Husband thinks women would be scared of it and I was only 1/2 threw my description bahahahahaha maybe one day i’ll build a prototype and see about selling it idk for now its just a thought

“If ever you let him f*** your a**” Not sure if we will ever go there, I have a bit of a hang up about it cause its the poop shoot lol I know it can be dueshed and all that but have found it much easyer to enjoy the self cleaning p****
Husband likes to say why f*** a** hole when theres a perfectly good p**** I can f*** right there, He has done it before with someone else and said eh it was okay, like I said earlier p**** guy for sure..

“Never tried the belly button, so don’t know about sensations there…” LOL meant from in the vag if your looking for the g***** aim tored the belly button and may have better luck finding it idk like you said it may not work as well for some women but they will never know if they don’t try..

“Enjoy your life and your s** as much as you can because life is all about experiences and sensations and the more comfortable you are in your body and in your skin, the more you will enjoy life, other than the daily grind and nothing much to show for it afterwards – except this!!”
Thanks I sure am This random N*****