Dude she’s a female Jeffrey Dahmer. Except she’s a con artist too. Nothing about that b**** was real, I became friends with a persona a character created just for me. I was targeted because I was lonely isn’t that nice ? At least that’s what people including my therapist keep trying to tell me. I guess I really wanted it to be but it wasn’t. Talk about cognitive dissonance… Feeling between what you want to be talk about cognitive dissonance… That feeling between what you want to be calm and what it really is and what it really is. People told me she sucked everything she could and that’s why she won’t be back. There’s nothing that she would like to use me for . I guess it really was nothing personal, that’s just how she works I guess. Maybe how she earns a living nose. But man imagination can be so powerful. I know she’s not even thinking of me though, because that person and the person she pretended to be doesn’t exist anymore… Now she is a new character, and busy with fresh blood . So of course I’m in the way. It all makes sense even though it’s kind of sad and disturbing