my wife had to work today and i did not so i am spending the day with my neighbor who i have been having s** with for almost 3 months now cleaning her house totally n***. we have not had s** yet today but i imagine we will. she is at least 15yrs older than me and her husband passed away a few years ago and she has been lonely especially how things are in the world right now. she does not have internet or even a cell phone and i love it. the s** is more of a comfort for her which she has told me and i have been wanting so badly to tell her i love her. last weekend she gave me oral s** and while she was swallowing i almost said it. i am just not sure i should and it might ruin things. and i have tried not to have s** but i care for her so much i just cant say no. her tubes were tied years ago so when we do have s** i do not wear a condom and i love it. i c** in her but not in my wife. need to finish her laundry then hopefully we will have s** after.