For a couple of months now i have been having s** with my older widowed neighbor secretly. we have a perfect set up i go over to do “yardwork” and even though i have tried to stay away from her during the crap in the world i just can’t. she has told me it helps her and last saturday we were having s** in her bedroom and as i was coming in her i wanted to tell her i loved her but i did not. at first she would have s** with me with a robe or towel on and no kissing or foreplay but now we have been kissing and oral s**. i am surprised my wife has not smelled it but if she has she has not said anything. i come inside almost immediatly to take a shower because when my neighbor does c** its on me. i should not be having s** with her but i just can’t stop. i care for her too much