I’m 18 now but I’m still a virgin which I know is normal, and I’m perfectly secure when it comes to it. However, my lack of confidence, severe anxiety, and a lack of, heh, EXPERIENCE, does me no justice. It’s held me back from things as simple as a first date a willing guy. As a gay dude, my options are low, and it doesn’t help that I’m practically a shut-in, aside from working at least 26 hours a week. Evidently, the internet’s the easiest way to get off by either jacking off to p*** or finding guys to cam with. Back then most of the time I’ve been awkward, he’d be bored, and no one was happy. As of late, I’ve grown bolder so I’ve had more luck, especially earlier tonight.

Tonight I just paired with a 52-year-old dude on Omegle, talked for 1 hour until it turned s*****, and jerked with each other for 2. It was so hot. We just clicked; we went along with whatever and it worked. As soon as he came I spurted so f****** hard, shot out streams in 3 or 4 bursts like a fountain. I’ve never ejaculated so much ever before, and I was just as surprised as he was.

I guess it’s safe to say that my s***** encounters online has improved my confidence in myself as a potential s***** partner, as I’ll have more of a solid idea on how to navigate g******, intimate or otherwise. So I guess dating’s still an issue but at least the s** part’s in check. Lmao this is so silly but I just can’t not share.