So, I gave in and let my dealer use my hole again in exchange for weed. I only got enough for a few days – maybe it’ll get me through the weekend.

I’m pretty sore again, though I did take the f*** better. I think the worst point is when his c*** is first pressed against my a****** and there is the major fear of penetration.

He did finger my hole to lube it before he pushed in, though, so I wasn’t super tight like the first time. He still popped the rubber getting in, so he rode bare again. Once he’s inside me it’s ok – good even. He had me on my back this time and had me hold my legs up to my chest.

He fucked while jacking my c*** in time with his strokes. It was a bizarre feeling – kind of like being jacked off from the inside AND the outside. I came hard.

I’m thinking this isn’t too bad in exchange for his awesome weed.