Im in love With my former
Teacher – and on this Valentine’s Day I have to say – I don’t care if she can’t quit smoking cigarettes! I love her forever!

She tried quitting smoking- she just can’t! she has been a heavy smoker for years ans had been smoking everyday since middle school and smoked heavily all through high school and college and for a decade and a half after college. At least Two or three packs a day for over twenty three years. She knows she can never quit

She’s a lot older that me and in fact we first met when she was my freshman English teacher in high school 6 years ago… I had an unbearable crush on her and sent her secret valentines cards and flowers after her divorce

She had lost a baby to miscarriage and her husband divorced her and cheated on her with a younger woman and she was wrecked

She was convinced she was never going to have a baby and used to cry in class everyday

I would stay with her after class after school for tutoring and she would just cry and cry and I would tell her it would be alright

Truth is I was constantly turned on the entire time and I went to see her for tutoring in English all through high school everyday after school it was the highlight of my day.

I even wanted to ask her to senior prom 3 years ago – she was a chaperone so I just watched her there the whole time

last year in October I saw her again right after I turned 21 and we were both in a court mandated Rehab class for alcoholism

Turns out We have both had a lot of DWIs and we both have a lot of drinking problems so we went to a bar after class and we hit it off immediately

She insisted it was a bar with a patio where she could smoke

I fell in love with her all over again. All of her. Truth is I’ve always been in love with her since high school

I wasn’t sure she was ok with the age gap or the fact I had been her student

We tried breaking it off for a month or two but I missed her so badly I couldn’t take it

So we kept texting everyday the whole time we were broken up last November

She kept texting me during Christmas about how lonely she was

She was absolutely miserable when she tried to quit smoking for a New Years resolution and she was crying all the time

We weren’t even officially dating and her attempts to quit were driving me crazy!

I told her it would be ok if she smoked a cigarette whenever she needed

She gave up on quitting in 2 days after this New Years resolution failed

She thanked me so much for telling her it would be alright to smoke again she asked me out for drinks

We ended up hooking up while drunk. No condom or anything. I didn’t know she wasn’t on birth control anymore

She’s 36 and was telling me that she desperately has the baby fever

Now she’s texted me this morning that she’s pregnant and we have a baby on the way due in October!!!

She wants me to come
Move out of my dorm room and move in with her this weekend and promise her I’ll
Finish college and come work as a teacher with her

I don’t know what to make of all this

But I love her and I’ll do whatever she wants