I’m a 20 year old girl and I’m straight, but when my cousins and I were younger like 8-12 we would all kiss and make out, mostly me and my other girl cousin we would kiss in the closet and once or twice we would hump each other, she rubbed my p**** over my pants a few times and I always look back and think it was so hot, we also would watch p*** together and finger ourselves… I feel so guilty but at the same time I don’t