I haven’t confessed this to anybody but a couple months ago I cheated in my marriage with a guy that’s over 20 years older. I had this school girl crush on him from the minute I met him. He was so masculine, deep voice, broad shoulders and the eye contact he gives is intense. I was pretty much obsessed with him for over a year and flirted every time I saw him, desperate for him to know how much I wanted him. Took him a while to notice but he soon picked up on it and started flirting back when his wife wasn’t there. The day we cheated we were at the pub and my husband was out of town that night. I deliberately got drunk so I could ask him to take me home. He jumped at the chance and when he we stopped I told him I liked him. He said to have one last beer in the house and before we got to the door he started kissing me and pushed me up against the wall. It was like a dream.. he fucked me like he’d wanted me for ages, sucking on my n******, tongue in my mouth, it was so hot hearing him moan and loudly come inside me. I want him again but waiting for the next opportunity. I feel s*** but so alive at the she time