Please, God, help me. I don’t want to be alive anymore if all people are going to torture me. I’m 30 years old and I have to register as a s** offender due to a crime I committed as a teen. I recently moved to a new city to start over. I was sadistically tortured by my new neighbor. He asked me to come to his back shed to look at some of his cool new tools. I thought I could gain a friendship. But in there, he had 4 of his other friends and they all ganged up on me. They tied me down to a table and they did unspeakable things. They punched me in the face, chest, arms. They stuck a rake handle into my b***. They broke my ankle with a sledge hammer. They threatened to cut my p**** off with a carpet cutter. They stuck my p**** in a bottle of some chemical. My p**** is still burning and so swollen that I cannot get urine out. I’m begging them essentially for my life. They told me I was getting the special treatment and that they were the “S** Offender Welcoming Committee”. I must have passed out from all the trauma because when I wake up, I am laying on my back porch, naked and covered in bruises and some blood. Please, God, somebody, anybody help me. I hate myself. I hate everything. Will people always treat me like this? Maybe I just deserve to be treated like this. I’m no good to anyone. This incident happened last week and the police don’t even really care to find out who did this to me.

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