I still remember on october of 2015, I’d say, one of the most important days in my life, a day that would change me forever, a day that shaped me into the person that I am now. It started in the morning, of a kind of rainy wednesday, I went to my 2nd period class, barely knowing everyone, around 10 students were waiting for our teacher to open the classroom, which was on a portable, it was raining and gusting a little, but nothing too extreme. I remember checking my phone to watch a video my friend sent me, I didn’t realize I had the speakers on, but I’m glad I did, I played the video, or song, and this beautiful girl, standing about 4 feet in front of me looked at me in the eyes and giggled. That would be pretty normal up to that point but after that, we made eye contact for more that 6 seconds, I felt chills going down my spine, butterflies fluttering in my stomach, it really was an indescribable moment, I had never had a crush on anyone before, I had really never been romantically attracted to anyone, and what was so weird about it was, I didn’t know it was coming. I really thought love was dumb up to that very second. So now, the bad part, I never, ever talked to her, she stared at me almost every day for nearly 2 years, she got extremely shaky when I got around her, she put my name or her social media usernames, but I never talked to her, I knew she liked me, she knew I liked her, but I never did anything. I was just, scared I would mess up, I tried to mirror her to understand how to approach it, and since I’ve been doing it I feel more and more like we are soul-mates, she mirrored me as well a lot, it’s really weird, it’s like as if we could communicate without saying a word. But now, it’s been more than 2 years, and yet I think about her all the time, but I don’t know and don’t think she does the same. I was indirectly informed that she changed her s******** and I’m scared I hurt her so much I had to do something with it. I love her, way too much, I really really really fell in love, and I’d do anything to get her.